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Friday, August 1, 2014

Day 149: The Paranormal Series Part 14 – Demons vs. Angels part 1

Demons in the Afterlife – Part 5:

The Hypnotic Experience of Angels/Archangels/Guides Vs. the Darkness of the Demons

“…simply because we did not come in with higher frequency vibrations, and we really came through the Mind and the real Physical, we were seen as ‘bad’ and ‘evil’ and within that with being connected to all the religious systems within humanity, or this world, or society, on the ;dark side’ of the religious systems, in terms of being connected to the devil, Satan or Lucifer and being connected to all the superstitions and omens… I mean us poor demons didn't have a chance to come through and warn the humans about the world deception of the heaven existence, the angels and the masters and the guides and the channels that were coming through with all their powerful vibrations. Which was fascinating,because they could simply do these vibrations and heightened energy and that would make human beings feel powerful, when really us demons could do it as well, it was not that difficult; you just align yourself to a specific frequency or energy and then you vibrate and you frequencially move yourself until you are on that level of frequency or vibration and there you go. It doesn't make any difference to the nature of who you are as a being, it only made a difference to how you feel and experience yourself."

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that a being/spirit who presents themselves within a specific frequency/energy is unique and special.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that if I want to change who I am I must focus on changing my energy and my frequencies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that my fears will go away if I trust and speak to dimensional beings/guides who have a specific frequency that makes me feel good.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think and believe that my thoughts and feelings and emotions will change or go away if I follow spirituality and follow specific teachings and through this;

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that if I follow the energy experience that I first felt when I met my guide – that my life would change and that some spiritual higher purpose will change my life
within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that if this higher purpose is involved in my life, that I wont experience hardship like other people and within this I am therefore ignoring the fact that a higher purpose cannot be what is best for all, if it means some suffer while others do not, repeatedly generation after generation without any sustainable difference happening over time that stops suffering

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wish and believe that if I have a guide that he/she will tell me what to do and will automatically connect me to some higher consciousness or higher frequency through which I will then be protected from the world problems such as lack of money

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that this supreme spiritual energy that is presented to me through my guide will save me, while not seeing and realizing that I am not considering the fact that nothing much changes after I meet my guide or start my spirituality path and if by chance there is some change in my life, why does change from suffering have to be conditional such as in the case of ‘starting a religion’ or ‘believing in a deity’?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become addicted to the energy that I experienced around my guide and angels etc

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize that the reason why I became addicted to these frequencies and energies that I felt/experienced around my guide – was simplistically because of the inherent nature of my mind, which means that my mind is addicted to good feelings and energy and that spirituality is just yet again another form of addictions.

Also I did not realize that needing a guide or spiritual experience to feel and be different also showed me that I was not the change and the stability and self movement in my life therefore;

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ultimately only exist as an organic spiritualised robot – that gets switched on and off depending on the words and frequencies used my masters/guides/angels etc.

Saturday, September 15, 2012

Day 44: International Crime Research: Education Fraud Part 6 – the Recession and the Consumer Part 2

This is a continuation from: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/day-43-international-crime-research.html#

Self-Forgiveness on the Recession and the Consumer continued:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe through the advent of religion and culture that I am here as God’s precious creation and that as a precious individual I have the right to consume to my hearths content and that due to this ignorance, I proclaim to exist within – I will continue to ignore my part in what is happening in the world, as the Elite impulse me to buy more based on my energetic Mind Possessions, while I believe that it is God and the existence of freedom which is simply providing for me – similar to how the spiritualists proclaim that ‘the universe provides’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place myself out there as an idea as a spiritual body, a traveler of sorts that I am to vague and mystic for me to grasp and through this allowance of spiritualizing the human, I have abdicated the sole directorship of myself – thus requiring materialism and consumerism to complete me as I buy my happiness and create a life and world for myself and others where we are all subject to this experience of completeness through consumption and the gaining of meaning through happiness through what one obtains and experiences aquired – which always costs money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to glamourize consumerism as I link it to the ultimate spiritual experience, and through this we all as humanity have agreed that no matter what the price, Capitalism can never be removed or replaced – because to withhold this dire instinct to buy and consume as much as one can is almost like asking a human to kill itself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that life on this planet is about ‘experience’ and in the current world we have created as the system- everything one wants to do or experience costs money – and the more we give permission to the existence of Money and the ultimate ‘happiness’ as the highest joy one can know – the more people will place a price on ‘happiness’. In the end all experience will be charged, not just what we pay for now – therefore:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as consumer and user to desire happiness through what money can buy so much, that I have failed to realize that the more I give value to money and what it can buy as the experience it generates within me, the more I am giving permission to the existence of greed and the more I am giving permission to those who control money and the production of goods and the making of laws to implement more regulations and laws where one has to pay for things and pay more for things – feeding the same cycle of greed I myself am trapped within.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to pretend to not understand that I and the previous and the future generations are in fact trapped in cycles of Debt – to that which has been done and decided before us – and that by proclaiming that suffering and abuse happens out there to ‘others’ and ‘ is not my responsibility’ means that my children and their children will be the ones who will be thrown in deeper debt to pay for the greed of the money-future – that I have created now as my part as the possessed, self indulged consumer.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ignore the future, which is unfolding each day in the news and around me in my city and environment – whereby I am distancing myself from all that happens by creating information within my mind as a knowledge base that I can access as thoughts – which allow my in any moment – to readily justify why it is not me that plays a role in how the earth, people, nature and the animals are being abused more and more in the name of Capitalistic Greed – and that it is not me as consumer that sets the daily trend as the mind that participates – even though t is a knows fact that the Psychology of the Human Mind is used by and through sales and marketing people to design new, better ways to trap the consumer into buying more.