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Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Day 51: International Crime Research: Education Fraud Part 13 – Creating Debt Slaves Part 2

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the disintegration of both the human and the education system as I deliberately only encourage children to go to college/university, so that I may make money - and through this creates the consequences of debt slaves, which if you look at it only serve those who make money and in the end creates dumbed-down, rotten children that care about nothing and no-one as they perceive themselves as being deceived by the system

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the deliberate deception of people within the education system as I force children/families into debt for the rest of their lives, creating debt slaves that will feed my pocket for the rest of their working lives, while knowing and realizing that I can get away with this because the worst consequences still serve my pocket which is to create not only debt slaves - but millions of people who now are forced to work in the system to pay back the loans, who now become working class slaves to continue maintaining the money system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deliberately manipulate the education system and the future of mankind in this way - as I understand that the consequences of me lying about why children should study - is to trap them as debt slaves, as working class robots for the rest of their lives

therefore

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not pay any attention to the real consequences we will all face in the long run - which is that we will have people that become more agressive and violent against their fellow humans, and that will eventually turn to anarchy against the system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to regardless of me understanding that we are creating a future of life abusers, to the extent that we will more and more see mind possessed individuals walking into movie houses shooting and killing random people - to still continue sucking the life out of the human robot as all i see the human as is something that I can manipulate to give me money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the human race to eventually become so hateful and apathetic towards information taught in universities/schools - that they will turn a blind eye to the world as they stop caring about how the world functions, how the physical functions and give in more and more to drugs, mind possession and forms of mind entertainment as an escape from the lives they are forced to live where they are either forced to become debt slaves as a slim chance of getting a good job, or they do not get a qualification and end up working in a minimum wage job, or they accept themselves completely in the rat race of money and sell themselves out - simply to live and compete for money.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize and understand that I can only push the current and generations to be, so far within this point, until obviously at some stage more and more humans will realize the lie that has become the education system and the functioning's of the deceivers called capitalist - and unfortunately we will see war being waged within countries between individuals and governments, which will mean the lives initially of countless people, before any change is made to the system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have to be driven to war and revolutions, where blood will be shed, as was done by the previous generations, instead of changing myself within the starting point of the human I have become that has created this system of lies and deception, to create a new system that supports all life based on self honesty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept myself as a faulty human, rotten to the core and unable to be the change required to change the system - thereby giving permission fo the next 100 years for those who direct the system to manipulate and control my life and the lives of the future generations.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that unless I change myself and who I am to that of a being that supports Life for all within what is best for all, the system will not change because I keep giving permission to the same leaders who are leading me according to who I really am and accept within life.

within this - I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize and see that the current method that education is being punted and pushed to the masses from the starting point of greed instead of development of an effective society, indicates that our system is not working and has failed the betterment of mankind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to use hope and faith and belief within my mind to justify in the end, always why it is acceptable that our education system has become one of fraud based on greed and that in light of people being trapped as debt slaves - behind the lie of better job opportunities that have been shown to be a deception -I still excuse away the lies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have gotten so accustomed to Fraud and Deception all around me within the Capitalistic system and within how people treat each other, from the starting point of survival, that I will knowingly continue to support the Lie, even at the expense of myself and my family/fellow humans.

I commit myself to show that as the humans who make up the system, we have it within our ability to change the system, and that it requires from each to stand up for life and to stop accepting survival and the secret desire by all to be rich which exists at the opposite polarity of poor - where it allows one to really 'feel' rich and powerful as an energetic experience for a moment, due to the existence of the tow polarities which through the pictures fed through the media, fuels ones fears, wants and desires.

I commit myself to show that unless we become the voice that stands up and changes the system, nothing will change, because those who advertise themselves as being the representatives of change are in fact only there for the Money and Power and will not change the system - according to what would be best for all - and that is why generation and generation, each new government gets away with deception of the masses.

I commit myself to show that all the excuses that allow humanity to continue with the lies, happens inside each human's mind as our thoughts and that in order for us to change what is here - we have to stop and change (purify) the consciousness as it has developed and moulded as the human mind - which drives each human as the believable voice we have come to see as 'who we are' - not looking back at how the characters of 'who we are' were developed and designed from childhood based on fear of survival and the development of the Psyche of Greed and Self-Interest.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Day 39: International Crime Research: Education Fraud Part 1 – Denying Children a Practical Education

I suggest watch the following Documentary:

The College Conspiracy

From the transcription of the Documentary I will draw information for the application of self-forgiveness on the current Education System of the World:

"From the time an American child reaches the sixth grade their thoughts on the key to success in life, is to do well in high school so that they can get accepted to the best possible college. The better grades they get in high school the better college they will have an opportunity to get into. If they get into a great college and get a college degree they can get any type of job they desire in the field of their choice which will be there waiting for them after. Most Americans today have an expectation of future economic success simply by attaining a college degree. The entire purpose of elementary school is to prepare students for high school and the entire purpose of high schools to prepare students for college. The US now has hundreds of private college preparatory high schools that at a cost of twenty five thousand dollars per year are supposed to increase students chances of getting into top-tier college. Students are taught to believe that if they don't go to college they will be on a path to nowhere, who'll have no chance of ever building a successful career. Government regulations like 'no child left behind' have left grade in high school in shambles. Instead of teachers having the freedom to think outside the box and use creative techniques to prepare their students for the real world they are forced to be narrow-minded and teach with worthless information that will never helped their students have successful careers. Today there are no high schools in left in America that teach students the knowledge necessary to start their own business, event their own product or even how to use the internet and other free resources to become educated about things without attending college."

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give permission to a schooling system, which is supposed to support humans to become functional beings within this world, but instead prepare the person to live and work in the money system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make the emphasis and Value of Life about Capital and how much of it you have, and therefore the outflow of this is existing in a world where we are born to prepare ourselves to live and work in this Money System.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing education to take up 12 to 20 years of a young persons life in which the ‘soul’ purpose of education is simply to prepare one to work in the system, to make money for your survival and to be part of the greater Capitalistic System in which workers exist to serve the vast networks of income made for the Elite.

Therefore

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to present Education as something special, holy and an integral, important part of becoming and developing as a human – when in act that is a lie – as shown above.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for designing, implementing and encourage the current education systems, without realizing, seeing and understanding the simplicity that education only exists for that part of ourselves that exist as working, thinking, money generating machines and in most cases the children – my children that get sent off to school will end up not as the minority Elite – but as the working class who have to work hard for most of their lives simply to survive within the money system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place such worth and value in the survival of the human – as depicted by and through the role that we give ‘Money’ and ‘Prosperity’ and ‘Success’ – that I will condemn a being to 12 to 20 years of educating themselves from a free, expressive, physical being into a thinking, calculating, fearing, consuming, competing system – ready to serve the rest of its life in a career which will make riches for others while placing the worker in constant fear of survival.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the education system to only teach a child about survival and very little if not in most cases nothing, about how to live practically, physically, how the physical reality in fact functions and how the physical reality exists in relationship to all parts. Instead schooling teaches a child that all parts of Life can be measured and weighed and judged according to its usefulness within the money system and the need for the human to entertain itself. That is why you will always in school see that any information about this reality, about animals, nature, suffering etc. -is always equated into a capital value, which fits in with how Capitalists want children to view the world. This means that children are brainwashed from a young age to view this world and what we allow within this world through deceptive lenses called religion, culture, society and money. The child never learns about an equal and one relationship with the physical but instead how to exploit what is here as the planet, nature, the resources and other humans – to gain from the exploitation ones own survival and enjoyment. Schooling therefore turns a child that is born without concepts, and ideas about how to exploit ‘thy neighbor’ into machines that only function to please the mind and to generate energy through the generation of Money.

I commit myself to show how schooling and education exists purely to turn a pure being that does not yet function according to humanities value systems – into a machine that serves others – and to show that Life does not exist when an agenda is so clearly seen behind why and how we raise our children.

I commit myself to show how the information that comes through the schooling system has nothing to do with creating a future that is best for all, but instead serves the idealization of the Human Mind and all that it exist as.

I commit myself to show that the production and formulation of study material is always about how to prepare children to become the next generation that will learn better, faster ways to rape the resources and to enslave the fellow human who did not learn hard or fast enough into a 8 to 5 job where they will through fear of survival and acceptance of the role of themselves as slaves – be the best working robots they can be – because form school all are taught that capitalism is and always has been the best structure for man to exist within.

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Goal: Education

Education in an Equal Money System will prepare Each Human to become a Self-Aware, Responsible Part of the Human Race that lives a fulfilled and Extra Ordinary Life of Excellence, Happiness and fun. Equal Money will Ensure that every Citizen is Effectively Educated to Live in Harmony with Plants, Animals and the Environment in General.

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Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Day 32: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 16

This is a continuation from:

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/day-31-international-crime-research.html

Please refer to: Day 24: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 8 for background information, on how and why I will be walking the characters of Criminals/Offenders.

To recap: the following blog is written from the perspective of familiarizing myself one and equal with the mind, character and personality of someone who watches/consumes child pornography. By walking equal to the mind of the user, I am able to draw from it, the contributing factors from the initial thought to the decision that is made to watch child pornography and how the mind is further fueled through backchat and behaviors, until in time, the characteristic is defined and directs the being into action, through an accumulation of memories, thoughts and experiences. What follows is specific self-forgiveness on the characteristics within the write-up.

Pedophile Character: Person who watches child porn as a substitute for male/female sexual companionship.

“By the age of 15, I knew that I was interested in girls and like most boys my age developed masturbation fantasies around girls in my school."

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to develop masturbation fantasies of girls/boys and through this developed a false idea about sex and the physical body, as my reference point became about the energy and not the interaction with and movement of my and the other physical body in natural self-honest self expression.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself through this false image of the body and the sex, to create a vast network from which I can create any picture to masturbate to as I got older, not realizing that I was opening the door to becoming an abuser as I trained myself form young to give permission to my mind to conjure and connect images to sexual gratification and masturbation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself in that moment as the decision I made to create and allow secret fantasies of others in my mind –to establish myself as the character of abuser within this world as I allowed myself within my mind – which is me – to exist as someone who secretly does things to others without them knowing – where in real life I would never admit to the person that I was doing these things to them within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself, to within creating these fantasies to also create secret conversations, hopes, dreams and outcomes within my energetic relationships to these images, which did not match the reality of my situation – which further fueled my inner turmoil if I did not get in real life what I was already getting or hoping to get in my energy reality of my mind.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that the world is in the state it is with mind possessions escalating, because the inner reality as the Mind is never Equal to what really happens in the physical - therefore people end up going into Mind Possessions because when they cannot have in ‘Real Life’ what they believed/imaged/desired themselves to have in the Mind.

Therefore; I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place so much value in what my Mind reality wants and can have, not considering self honestly that I am the one who created a world of conflict, abuse, war, terrorism, pain, inequality –because eventually we always inflict the desires of the inner reality (mind) onto the Physical Reality, whether it wants it or not. That is why people can watch war abuse, poverty, rape, murder, starvation etc without blinking – because each one already through thinking has forced our mind Realities of ‘I want!’ to such an extend within ourselves that we through backchat always win and always get what we want – therefore when we see this forcing happening ‘for real’ in the physical reality – we do not even blink an eye.

I commit myself to show that as long as we have realities within which we exist in the mind, that we will always end up abusing the physical reality – as we have laced such value on what exists in the individuals mind that nobody is willing to stand up for the abuse we allow in the physical reality and to each other.

I commit myself to show that children are educated in how to exist in the mind, which becomes the starting point of ‘who I am’ through how parents teach them to follow the rules of culture, religion, family and society – with no regard for the outflow of a culture we have created where all get to abuse Life on this planet – as long as the abuse is justified in that it was part of the individuals rights to freedom of expression.

I commit myself to show that the family, religious and cultural systems are ‘protectors’ of the mind – where a young person is shown how to become emotional characters and are trained in how to manipulate others and self to get ‘what I want’ regardless of the effects on the world.

“I remember the one day I was sitting in class and I heard the girls sitting at the table behind me, talking about me. Shelly was asking Valerie whom she was going to invite to her birthday party. Shelly would mention people in the class’ names and Valerie would respond with a ‘yes’, ‘no’ or some personal insult to clarify her discontent towards that boy or girls and the reason why they definitely would not be invited to her birthday party. I was following their conversation, because I was intrigued to know whether I would be invited to this party. The only other parties I had been to were that of my guys friends and I had never been invited by a girl to one of their birthday parties. That seemed like something that was reserved for the semi popular/cool or attractive guys. The ‘nerds’ were only invited by other nerds and nobody paid any attention to who was being invited to their parties. This in itself caused a tingle in my belly, as I knew that being invited to Valerie’s party would mean the beginning of this phase where we now start treating each other in different context’s then mere ‘children’. As Shelly whispered my name my stomach tightened and I unconsciously held my breath. From all the nasty comments I heard Valerie make about some of the other boys and girls, I couldn’t help but wish that she would magically see me as someone cool enough to get invited to her shindig. Shelly whispered my name and Valerie’s response was ‘gross’. Shelly spurted out a short giggle and both girls tried to suppress their laughter into their hands before they continued onto the next unsuspecting victim. An ice-cold rod shot up my spine into my neck and face and a cold flash crept its way into my belly – as my worst fear had been realized: I was ugly and the girls hated me.”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to play the game of self-esteem based on what others think of me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in thoughts around hoping others will approve of me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself in that moment to participate in the backchat conversation with myself of ‘hoping they would pick me’ and how I will experience myself if they rejected me – creating the character for myself of who and what I would become if I were to he rejected.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself from participating in the backchat to then generate a physical tension in anticipation of how these two individuals are going to decide for me who and what I am – thus inflicting onto my physical the abuse character I was creating in that moment through my thoughts.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to design a character around what others were apparently thinking and saying of me and through this infusing into the physical a system design based on the moment, as the values, the pictures, my reactions, fears, emotions, feelings – all into and as a system that shot up into my spine and infused itself from my mind consciousness system into my spine and through the physical – thus predesigning my responses for the rest of my life, on how I would experience myself in similar situations.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to preprogram myself from the character of ‘rejected and hurt’ into someone who would then take situations in which I reacted and felt ‘hurt’ to further fuel the system, until I became an abuser of others because I built on this original memory from my youth where I allowed myself to take what was said personally and to systematically design my anger and resentment over time, into a system, which would then later on activate me into responding to my past by hurting others as they represented pictures, images, and symbols I then responded to in light of this system design.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create a judgment of people who are not invited to parties by popular people and then living out the character of the ‘rejected one’ according to the judgments I created and participated in.

I commit myself to show how all relationships are created through thoughts and thoughts exists as a means of protecting oneself from others, therefore by the time you have created a relationship with another, you have designed it so as to exist as that which you want to protect about your characters.

I commit myself to show how relationship dynamics, is actually just another way of saying how we support the creation of characters to protect ourselves to not have to be self honest and thus relationship dynamic is how one moves yourself into character to appear as something more than what you are while only responding to the dynamics (character) within another that will compliment the character one is currently primarily existent within –whether this is what is best for humanity or not.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Day 2: Overwhelmed

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the idea and the belief that I am overwhelmed by allot of information in a book.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fall into the physical and mental trap of feeling overwhelmed as soon as I have to read a lot of information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe in the idea I created that my psychology studies are overwhelming at times, thus creating a mind and physical reaction of becoming overwhelmed, which results in headaches.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to trust myself here as breath as consistency, to get through the material and the information.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to move through the material in consistency, taking in what is required for me to learn to achieve the end goal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing any backchat thoughts and experiences in relation to feeling “overwhelmed” which fuel the experience even more.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fuel the backchat thoughts as a point of self-sabotage and self-abuse, in which I am not realizing that I am not assisting and supporting myself through the material – bit instead further compromising myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fluctuate between trusting myself to work with the information effectively, to not trusting myself and allowing self-doubt – thus creating cycles of self-doubt, because I am not proving to myself consistently that I am able to work with the information.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to stick to the basics of why I am studying and the basics of breath and self-trust, to support me to move through the information, as I have proven to myself time and time again.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing images and memories around ‘failing’ to influence my ability here now to work with this information and to get the work done.

I forgive myself for manipulating myself through fear of failure.

I commit myself to remain consistent in working with information.

I commit myself to remain consistent as my breathing as I work through the information, never allowing myself to give the information more worth or value than what it actually is.

I commit myself to not allow myself to influence myself with backchat thoughts into patterns of self-doubt and self-sabotage.

I commit myself in realizing that I am able to work with the information, no matter how much there is and that I have all the tools as myself to support myself through getting the work done.

I commit myself in support myself effectively each step of the way by drinking enough water, taking enough brakes and not allowing backchat sabotage thoughts through which I may influence my ability to work with the information.

I commit myself to remain focused and diligent in the work that requires to be done, not allowing myself to give into a pattern of procrastination of ‘giving up’ which is based on fear of self-movement/fear of failure.

I commit myself to not allow any illusion around the point of studying such as “I cannot do it”, or “what if I don’t get the work done in time” as a backchat point on which I fall into self-doubt.