Friday, July 11, 2014

Day 148: Living by the principle of what is best for all part 2


Day 143: From Criminal to Principled Living
Day 144: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 1
Day 145: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 2

This blog is a continuation from:
Day 147: Living by the principle of what is best for all part 1

“At times I fought the world system, where the ‘darker’ character in me would come out and fight and cuss and blame ‘society’ and religion and my parents etc, blaming everyone for my locked in feeling where I wanted to just be left alone to do my own thing, but was always being contained by either a lack of money or societies rules. Then I would give into the perceived pressure, and realize that to survive in this world I had to work and to survive, so within this I ‘chose’ to follow an interest which was healing and the art of understanding the metaphysics of the human mind and body and how energy worked. So I studied Kinesiology, Reiki and Energy healing, but all the while I felt constantly overwhelmed by depression – something that I inherited from my father, but which also existed as part of my pre-programmed design to give up on myself and exist in conflict my entire life…”
So years ago as I mentioned in my previous blog, I started on a very superficial level, becoming aware of what people were doing/experiencing, and what Society was doing that I could see was not what is best for everyone. I could see that something was wrong with the money system, with the rules and values of society as being in contradiction to itself  and how religion and family values were for example based on avoiding fear and supporting class, and entitlement. What I did not understand at the time, but started investigating once I joined Desteni, was who I was as equal within what I saw in others.

So after joining Desteni, I worked with myself for a long time, investigating my own pre-programmed designs and my genetically inherited traits, which I accepted as who I was, therefore defining and limiting myself into a being whom I knew for years was stuck and afraid and angry. I did not know how to assist myself – but it was in this questioning that I ended up asking the questions that got me here. In this blog – if you have read my previous blogs – you will notice that the direction I have been taking with exploring the mind of the criminal has always been to not separate criminals from ‘normal people’ as we would be so presumptuous to call ourselves, but to draw the parallels within the Designs that exist in ALL humans to varying degrees.

serial_killers_bannerFor example I would draw a parallel between the consciousness Psyche and Design that exists within the Serial killer as someone who’s design is focussed around specific patterns of possession, anger, fear, desire for control and desire for power etc. Then I look at these same design points that exist within myself and ‘humanity as a whole’  - and how we exist in society supporting each other’s designs, to the extent that we will continue to justify why it is ok for us to have people harming each other, without really at any point stepping in and stopping any and all forms of abuse – even through to political, family, religious and societal levels. Therefore I explore how we all allow each others to get away with harming and abusing because if I allow you to do what you want, you will do the same for me. And that is the biggest resistance that people face when reading or hearing the words in the principle of ‘Living by the Principle of what is best for all – guiding me in thought, word and deed to always in all ways direct problems to the best possible outcome for all’.

That is why one will find that the thoughts that come up inside oneself is always ‘why should I change what I think, what I believe,what I do, what I allow inside myself and in my external world – others don't do it’ or ‘but I am also just trying to enjoy my life’ or ‘but this is how god made me’... That is why in all societies we only draw a line on abusing if lives are lost or a ‘law is broken’ and laws are designed only to stop the obvious crimes – however the same type of crime could happen in a family environment – but as a society we continue to exist around each others lives – where behind closed doors abuse of all forms continues to exist. Most forms of abuse are not even seen as ‘abuse’ it is seen as the right of the parent, the right of the politician, the right of the police or law maker, the right of the land owner, the right of the business owner, the right of the capitalist, the right of the child, mother, father, priest, friend, husband, wife, individual etc. ‘Freedom of choice’ is always used as the statement that is supposed to end all arguments/perspectives against our individual lack of self responsibility – why our internal worlds do not require cleaning, because it is our right to freedom of expression what is within.

In Psychology we touch on some of these practices that are actually realized as not being what is best for us such as ‘condemning someone because of a different belief system, bullying a child because they wont accept the same religion as the parent, victimising someone in the community for being gay/lesbian, attacking someone's character online because of their hairstyle or life style preference, society victimising/targeting a minority group which stir reactions and fears due to their different way of living. These are but a hand full of examples among millions of events that happen every day in millions of house holds and communities all over the world. Where people are enforcing their personal belief systems, ideologies, values and ways of thinking onto others and for most of these situations as I mentioned above – they are seen as justifiable by the rest of society under the banner of ‘protecting society’ or ‘your family’ or ‘your way of living’.
to be continued…

For more information and research on the current capitalistic System please read the following blog:  http://livingincome.me/

Day 147: Living by the principle of what is best for all part 1


Day 143: From Criminal to Principled Living
Day 144: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 1
Day 145: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 2

Now I walk the second Principle in the ‘From Criminal to Principled Living Series’:

2. Living by the principle of what is best for all – guiding me in thought, word and deed to always in all ways direct problems to the best possible outcome for all


For many who would read this principle, it might sound too ‘out there’, too ‘far fetched’, like something that only a person into spirituality or enlightenment would write. One’s Mind tends to look at that entire statement and either hit a blank, or react in anxiety at the enormity of it, or simply disregard the Principle as something that is rather ‘impossible’ for a ‘mere mortal to achieve’. Let me walk you through what I realized about this Principle a few years ago:

When I started exploring my own mind, it entailed looking at my own pre-designs, meaning who I had become due to genetics as well as the pre-programmed mind sets, personalities, and general ‘make-up’ of who I was as the baseline of my mind’s existence. Each human has this and pre-programming obviously means ‘pre’ – therefore indicating ones design that is hardwired into you from the time of conception until birth. It is those traits we inherit from the Conscious outline of the Human Psyche together with the traits that we inherent from our parents and the generations before them.

emo_135672_topTherefore one’s ‘pre-programming’ is already in many ways that which makes it very difficult for any person to change, the moment we realize we are faced with a pattern that is not supporting us to be the best we can be as a ‘human’. For example my pre-programming consisted of for example: being a black sheep, being depressed, giving up on life, sabotaging myself and heading into a life of despair and maybe even suicide. I was predesigned to end up being an ADHD Emo/Chrystal child, into black arts and magic, who how_to_be_emo_xlargewould either turn by gifts like intuition and the ability to see the dead into a ‘positive’ life path such as becoming a light worker and choosing to help others as a ‘worker of good’ instead of harming – OR I would have ended up working in a low wage job, with black Emo hairstyle, and a pentagram hidden under my shirt. I suspect that – and this I could do as I walked by life if I had NOT reached this point of change – I see that in the end I probably, if I had gone down the darker personality pre-programmed designs, would have started using drugs or even committed suicide.
downloadAt some stage in my life, many years ago, I dabbled with both pre-programmed designs at the same time. I was working as a Alternative Healer to find ways to support people and animals, while at the same time being a Pagan, who practised magic and dabbled with demons on the Ouija Board. Some years I dabbled more into the occult, the ‘darker’ side of me and other years I would lean more towards the ‘white light worker in me’. Talk about being in conflict over ones pre-programmed designs. At all times, however no matter which direction I leant to – I was always in conflict over my thoughts, my emotions. I was, as most humans are, in conflict about myself and who I was within the world and then who i wanted to be in the world but could not be, due to money and pre-programmed limitations such as inherent depression. At times I fought the world system, where the ‘darker’ character in me would come out and fight and cuss and blame ‘society’ and religion and my parents etc, blaming everyone for my locked in feeling where I wanted to just be left alone to do my own thing, but was always being contained by either a lack of money or societies rules. Then I would give into the perceived pressure, and realize that to survive in this world I had to work and to survive, so within this I ‘chose’ to follow an interest which was healing and the art of understanding the metaphysics of the human mind and body and how energy worked. So I studied Kinesiology, Reiki and Energy healing, but all the while I felt constantly overwhelmed by depression – something that I inherited from my father, but which also existed as part of my pre-programmed design to give up on myself and exist in conflict my entire life…
to be continued

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Day 146: The Paranormal Series Part 13 – Demons in the Afterlife part 4



Day 131: The Paranormal Series - Ghosts and Demons Part 1
Day 132: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 2
Day 133: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 3
Day 134: The Paranormal Series Part 4 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 1)
Day 135: The Paranormal Series Part 5 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 2)
Day 136: The Paranormal Series Part 6 – The being that died as Fear (part 1)
Day 137: The Paranormal Series Part 7 – The being that died as Fear (part 2)
Day 138: The Paranormal Series Part 8 – The being that died as Fear (part 3)
Day 139: The Paranormal Series Part 9 – The Enlightenment Being
Day 140: The Paranormal Series Part 10 - Demons in the Afterlife part 1
Day 141: The Paranormal Series Part 11 - Demons in the Afterlife part 2
Day 142: The Paranormal Series Part 12 – Demons in the Afterlife part 3
 
This blog is based on the next video in the ‘Demons in the Afterlife’ series:
 

Demons in the Afterlife   Part 4 « EQAFE

  Demons in the Afterlife - Part 4
  'A Demon Perspective of Why the World didn’t Change.’

 

“in this interview an interesting point, is with regards to why it is that with most demons seeing what was going on in existence, the reality of it all, that we could possess humans minds and that we did not come through and communicate anything substantially. For example coming through and sharing our experience, as demons, in terms of how we came to the demon dimension, why are we in the demon dimension, how did we become demons, what is it like to be a demon and within that the real processes that were existent within human civilisation, in humanity, in essentially only being slaves to consciousness to the heaven existence as energy production machines and systems. So within this there are multi-dimensional points with regards to why we did not communicate or channel through human beings, even though we had direct access and the resources and ability to do so. lets have a look at the points I mentioned first:
One is that us demons who were more aware of our existence, realized that through trying to communicate to human consciousness, in terms of the reality of its own existence in its relationship to physical body and so for the heaven existence it would be futile, because we could see no point of any forms of awareness that would develop if we would share what was really going on.
Secondly that we had from there developed a particular relationship of revenge towards the ‘gods’, the ‘creators’ within the heaven existence in terms of realizing that the only impact we would have, is through creating a direct personal relationship to the gods, to the creators, in terms of intervening and influencing their creations as the human mind…”
What the demon above said, reminds me of your stereotypical demon possession movies – that depict for a moment how a demon would spew insults and ‘truths’ about god, heaven and our human civilisation. If you observe how these movies direct our perception – it always comes down to us forming an idea that demons are merely raving lunatics, crazy beings, bent on destruction. We only see the pain and suffering that the demon causes his/her human ‘subject’, and through this create our opinions that demons are bad/evil, and therefore what they say, even thought sometimes hinting towards truth, is not to be trusted and that in the end we all wish and hope for the girl/person possessed to be saved from their demon.

Movies of course have a big impact on how people perceive this reality. In the movies – we see a combination of sex, drama, violence and the usual elements which stimulate energy reactions within ourselves. Therefore as far as entertainment goes, people most of the time are not interested therefore in really hearing the deeper meanings/insights present in the movie, due to movies existing firstly to entertain. Furthermore we are obviously facing a situation globally all across the board where we are unresponsive to the truth about ourselves and this reality and only want to see or hear that which sparks feelings and emotions and that which does not question our reality. I remember when I use to talk to demons on the Ouija Board, I would be fascinated by the usual demonic rants that most people would consider ‘something from a demon possession movie’. I enjoyed the unconventional way in which demons would simply talk about this reality, about religion, god and humans.

My experience with demons:

The book: What are Demons - Part 1
Shortened version on Video: Andrea's Journey with Demons

Obviously even for me, there were some aspects of my own existence which I would not have changed even if it came from the demons, so understandably I am able to relate to the fact that humans don't respond to what demons say through their human hosts. I myself clung to my own fears and beliefs in and about my life, believing that I was different from the rest of humanity, somehow blessed and special and different. I was really no different from the rest of humanity, because years later when I was in fact faced with a dimensional being speaking to me about the fears I had to let go of, my mind also reacted very strongly and when I had to face the decision of letting go of my own limitation I too chose for my limitation to remain with me.
So, getting back to what the demon mentions in the interview above, in my experience communicating with demons, I could sit for hours simply listening to these sad souls telling their stories about their lives when they were in human forms and how they dwelled in the demon dimension and that this was not life they would wish for anyone. They would explain to me that they did not want to be in heaven because heaven was a lie, they did not want to be stuck on earth either as they were limited to having to use the energy of humans to exist, and therefore as you can imagine if you were to place yourself in their shows, they chose the same entertainment that we as humans choose daily, to not have to face our reality – they too made life liveable for themselves and would do what they did best, be it possessions, quija board communications or influencing people without possession. To a demon obviously, there was no morality. Once you die and in most cases with the demons it would be excruciating or anguished deaths – it changed them. They stood on the other side of death lost, afraid, in shock – just as you would imagine yourself if you had been through a traumatic event such as being raped, blown up, beaten, attacked, victimised.

How I became a demon – Patric

We tend to separate ourselves from demons – even in the ‘paranormal societies’ where we as ‘ghost hunters’ tend to follow ghosts/demons around to understand their existence and why they haunt people/locations, but ultimately we don't really care about why they are in a situation firstly, where they are now demonic’. The question is never asked by ghost hunter/parapsychology how a being in their life time, ended up so traumatised at death that they would end up ‘demonic’. For some beings (and I will add the link here) they did not cross over as ‘demons’ – meaning they did not die in such a way that delved them into a traumatised experience of themselves. Some beings in the old heaven use to choose to become a demon as they communicated with other demons and realised why demons utilised human energy for survival. Some became demonic over time, as they crossed over and realized that everything they were taught on earth was basically a lie – that religion was a lie, there there was no special heaven waiting for them and if in their mind-set up at the time, there was a ‘perfect heaven’ programmed for them (according to the old heaven) if they stood back and saw the heaven bubbles that existed for all belief systems for themselves, thus realizing heaven was just a holding space for souls – this realization of seeing how the dimensions really worked, often caused beings to rebel, in the sense that they would become outcasts themselves from the white light dimensions, where to exist one would have to accept the ideologies of yourself within the context of heaven and ‘god’.

The Creation of Demons – Jack

Aleister Crowley and the Demon Dimensions

ELVIS PRESLEY from AFTERLIFE- a DEMON asking QUESTIONS

Afterlife Experiences and Demonology – Anton LaVey


For more context of the experience of Desteni and Demons and the Portal through which the Dimensional beings in the Interview communicate:
The History of Desteni and Demons

More on the History of Demons/ghost and the current Mind creation of Demons:

Ghost/haunting experiences of the past:

http://demons.desteni.org/2014/02/the-q ... he-series/

Experiencing ghost/ghosts demons and the relationship to the Mind: 

http://demons.desteni.org/2013/11/seein ... he-series/
https://eqafe.com/p/demons-in-the-afterlife-part-9
https://eqafe.com/p/demons-in-the-afterlife-part-18-19
https://eqafe.com/p/demon-in-the-afterlife-part-21
https://eqafe.com/p/demons-in-the-afterlife-part-23
https://eqafe.com/p/demons-in-the-afterlife-part-24
https://eqafe.com/p/demons-in-the-afterlife-part-10
http://demons.desteni.org/2013/12/i-pos ... ife-review
http://demons.desteni.org/2012/06/demon ... -entities/
http://demons.desteni.org/2014/03/after ... ch-part-1/
http://demons.desteni.org/2014/03/after ... on-part-2/
http://demons.desteni.org/2014/03/after ... on-part-3/
http://demons.desteni.org/2014/03/after ... on-part-4/
http://demons.desteni.org/2011/08/demons-of-the-new-age/

[b]The history of Desteni and Demons:[/b]

http://demons.desteni.org/2011/01/the-history-of-demons-and-desteni/
https://eqafe.com/i/arosouw-sunette-spies-creating-a-ghost

Monday, June 23, 2014

Day 145: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 2

Day 143: From Criminal to Principled Living

Day 144: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 1


To come back to the point of utmost potential and how this related to what I have written above; therefore children as myself is/were constantly bombarded by the mind’s survival mechanisms, whilst at the same time the parent is through words and mannerisms believing they are protecting the child, but what is happening is that the child is being impulsed and programmed to also like the parent survive based on fears and energy patterns.Therefore as an example, a parent might have grown up believing that for woman to survive they must appear feminine and thus attract a man with money and therefore she will have a value (money will allow her to get married which equals value and thus further produce children which again gives her value). For example, at some point I remember wearing something which caused my mom to frown and say ‘that is not very lady-like’. In that moment my mom was triggering her belief system of survival as I explained above in relation to surviving in this money system and according to the role of a woman as ‘child bearer’. This is not living our fullest potential, because you will notice it is merely a fear driven belief system which limits a woman to a label, so that we can become those value systems within our minds and once we believe this about ourselves we have ‘value’. So in the end we become energy experiences of say for example ‘valuable’ or ‘a mother’ or ‘needed’ or ‘a woman’ and therefore we are merely energy – which is determined by actions and behaviours that fuel our thinking about ‘who we are’.

Therefore, years ago when I started learning about what is behind what we as people say and do – I saw that nothing was really relevant because I could show how most things that came out of my mind had some other explanation behind it – either a fear or a desire or some state of mind which in the end would allow me to experience myself as an emotional energy such as ‘fulfilled’ for example ‘I “feel” fulfilled when my partner tells me I am beautiful’.  So for me – looking back at my childhood when I worked with what utmost potential means – brought up many memories of moments when my parents/siblings/peers/teachers/influential person, thought they were guiding me through actions or words to become my utmost potential in this world – but really it was actually just to live the limitation which we have all come to accept ourselves to be in this world – whether it is for example to sexualise ourselves for our survival, to live according to a belief system, cultural or religion ideology or to avoid fear, disappointment or loneliness.

When I realized that as humans we do not live or understand what it means to live our utmost potential due to ideas and beliefs we inflict upon ourselves as the physical – I started looking into my own history, my own beliefs about who I am and aaaalll the ideas existent within me about what I should be living. I first addressed ideas I learned from my parents, then I looked at my own pre-programmed designs – meaning the thought constructs that were automated to me, programmed into my DNA as the personalities that I would become, my mind and the physical behaviours and designs that I would experience as my body. From there I looked at what values I accepted about myself from what I have taken over from society, celebrities, music, movies, religion etc. In the end I saw and realized that obviously one can really expand yourself into any direction you want – unless of course you allow a belief system of the mind to come up and tell you otherwise. Referring back to the first point about potential I spoke about above; obviously something to consider is that there are for all of us certain strengths which we are ‘born with’ and weaknesses – and as I have learned weaknesses one is always able to assess and practically work with, meaning to see where one is able to strengthen ones weakness.  This does not mean that we will change all weaknesses into strengths – if one has broken an arm or a leg thus leading one to have a weakening of that limb – one is able to do physical exercises to stabilise and strengthen that limb – however the reality of the situating is that the particular limb/organ might always be different or weaker than the other limb  –therefore one is always working with practicality – to not create far out ideas either that we are invincible and will magically change our reality. This is a physical reality with physical matter – where certain consequences change how physical structures such as the body functions, therefore when I work with myself I always take into consideration how I am able to move myself through a perceived weakness while at the same time obviously being aware of not creating consequences in the physical due to being unrealistic. Therefore I listen to my body.

In the blogs to follow I will be writing about the other principles, which will bring in further considerations around ‘Realising and living my utmost potential’ such as self honesty, self responsibility and self forgiveness.

(Artwork by Scott Cook: https://www.facebook.com/scott.cook.56)

Day 144: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 1


This blog is a follow up from:  Day 143: From Criminal to Principled Living
“I commit myself to Live by the following principles and within my writings I will take each basic principle as placed below and write about how I have experienced my awareness/understanding of the principle, how I apply myself within the principle and how I will change that which I am not yet living fully.”

In this blog I will be walking my living and understanding of the first Principle:

1. Realising and living my utmost potential


I remember back to when I was growing up and I accepted certain limitations about myself. Some of these came from statements made by my parents, some were things I saw on the telly, or heard a teacher say or accepted because a friend or sister had accepted it about themselves. You know how children are – they are like sponges – and they are constantly taking in ideas, values, beliefs – you name it, from their surroundings and especially from impressionable characters such as their parents, siblings, best friends and other role models such as celebrities, sports heroes etc. Therefore growing up, a child is always inundated by stimulus, in the form of information – which most adults don't actually even realise they are imprinting onto children.

limited2_nSo firstly, what I have realized about potential is 2 things. There are physical design points which I have grown up realizing has made certain things either easier or more difficult for me to be able to move forward in life. Unfortunately ones potential in the world system is always being measured according to the old stereotypical design points such as skin colour, beauty, height, character, personality, intellect etc. For example I have on many occasions and even today actually, noticed how a woman who is attractive and has blond in her hair – gets different service from men than a woman who does not have these characteristics. Unfortunately, we might have the technology to send men into space and build robots and super machines, but at the end of the day there are still trends and practices in our society which literally come from the time of the cave man. Where men and woman will treat the opposite sex according to physical characteristics. So in the system, ones utmost potential is not some beautiful gift which comes from the stars – and contrary to what reality tv shows would have one believe where occasionally the ugly duckling wins the show purely due to her talent – unfortunately all achievements and gains won within our current societal system – has something to do with the socio-psychological dynamics linked to sex and money and power. So utmost potential in our society – I realized many years ago is very calculated. It comes down to variables – who you are, or what you look like, or your family name, or how much money you have, or which trendy university you went to or which connection you have etc. So utmost potential from the perspective of the world-system exists according to certain rules and laws and dynamics which functions at a deeper consciousness level.

The second thing I realized about utmost potential is as I mentioned above, something that is unfortunately moulded from an early age by our parents and other influential characters – whom mostly don't really even realize to what extent we brainwash and mould our children to become living examples of the reality of what we teach them. What I mean by limitationthe ‘reality of what we teach them’ I am referring to the actual mind-quantum mechanics behind how children develop while they interpret and take in the more subtle aspects of the mind and how the mind-physical relationship exists on a quantum level. As an example a parent might be saying to a child ‘you must believe in god because it has always been that way’. However what the child is picking up on an information, energetic level is much deeper than that. The child is resonantly picking up the parents fears and hopes, inequalities, self-values and the entire design behind ‘hope and sin’ – which exist behind what the parent is ‘saying’. Therefore the child too, will adapt to the thought constructs behind why a parent is telling the child to believe (for example) in a god and from there the child's Psyche so to speak also develops in alignment with how a parent has learnt to indirectly, quantumly adjust and adapt to the dishonesties and fears behind what we do, where we never speak the truth behind why we do what we do, but instead cover what we do with ideologies, belief systems and personalities that make us appear as if we are ‘ok’ and ‘coping’ and actually living our utmost potential, however when one looks inside the human from a  dimensional perspective, what is seen is a very different story. Our children are becoming recycled patterns of fear – passed down from generation to generation, taken on from the parents and peers and other ‘authorities’ – with us not really even being aware of what is happening, because we as I mentioned previously ourselves are not aware of the underlying conscious, subconscious, unconscious and quantum mind mechanism responsible for and functioning as our true nature as the mind.

(Artwork (1st Picture) by Andrew Gable: https://www.facebook.com/andrewgableartist)

Friday, June 13, 2014

Day 143: From Criminal to Principled Living.


I commit myself to Live by the following principles and within my writings I will take each basic principle as placed below and write about how I have experienced my awareness/understanding of the principle, how I apply myself within the principle and how I will change that which I am not yet living fully.

In the bogs to come I will take each point and write about it:

1. Realising and living my utmost potential
Day 144: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 1
Day 145: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 2

2. Living by the principle of what is best for all – guiding me in thought, word and deed to always in all ways direct problems to the best possible outcome for all

Day 147: Living by the principle of what is best for all part 1

Day 148: Living by the principle of what is best for all part 2


3. Living by the principle of self honesty – to ensure I am pure in thought, word and deed: that my within and without is equal and one. Who I am within is who I am without and vice-versa

4. Self Purification through Writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Application – the action of realising I am responsible for my own thoughts, words and deeds, to forgive myself for transgressions and change myself to ensure I take responsibility for who, what and how I am and through this know that I can trust myself to always be honest with me and so others

5. Living the principle of Self Responsibility – realising only I am responsible for what I accept and allow inside of me, my relationships and my outside world and so with this responsibility: only I have the power and ability to change that which I see is compromising who I am, what I live and how this affects others

6. Realising that who I am in thought, word and deed affects not only myself – but others as well and so with Self Responsibility in thought, word and deed – I take responsibility for myself and so my relationships to be Self Aware in every moment and live in such a way that is best for me and so others as well

7. Living the Principle of Self Awareness – to be aware, to see, to recognize my own thoughts and Mind, to be self honest to the extent where I can take responsibility for when I see my thoughts / Mind is not what is best for me / others and commit to immediately take responsibility and change for myself and so for others

8. With taking responsibility for myself, becoming aware of myself – take responsibility and become aware of others in my life, to assist and support them as I am assisting and supporting myself – to give as you would like to receive and do the extra bit every day to see where I can contribute to other’s lives and so my own

9. Living the principle of self trust – as I commit myself to remain constant in my living of self honesty, self responsibility and self awareness, I stand as an unbending trust that I always in all ways know who I am no matter what I face and that in this I know, as proven in the constancy of my living that I will always honour and stand by what is best for all and so best for me

10. Making Love Visible – through me not accepting/allowing anything less than my utmost potential, I support those in my life to reach their utmost potential, to love them as I have shown love to myself by gifting to me my utmost potential, the best life/living experience and show others as I have shown myself what it means to LIVE
11. No one can save you, save yourself – the realisation that the tools and principles of Desteni is the guide, but I must walk the path myself. We are here to assist and support each other in this process from Consciousness to Awareness/LIFE and what it means to live – but the process itself, where you are alone with yourself in your own Mind: is walked alone

12. Not waiting for anything or anyone to take responsibility for me and this world – but that I realise I have created who and how I am in this moment, therefore I have the responsibility to change who and how I am and so the realisation that we as a collective created how and what this world is today and so it is the responsibility of the collective to change how and what this world is today

13. Honouring the life in each person, animal – everything from the great to the small of earth, that we expand our awareness and responsibility to creating the best possible life for everyone and everything and so ourselves

14. Relationships as Agreements: individuals coming together using agreements as a platform to one-on-one expand, grow and develop as individuals in life and living to support/assist each other unconditionally to reach their utmost potential where the agreement is a coming together of individuals understanding what it means to stand as equals and to stand as one

15. Sex as Self Expression – where sex is an united expression between individuals in honour, respect, consideration and regard of each other as equals, two physical bodies uniting in equality and oneness – a merging of two equals as one physically.

16. Realising that by the virtue of me being in this world – my responsibility does not only extend to my own Mind / my own Life, but to the minds and lives of everything and everyone of this earth and so my commitment is to extend this awareness to all of humanity to work together and live together to make this world heaven on earth for ourselves and the generations to come

17. I must in my thoughts, words and deeds – but most importantly in my living actions, become a living example for others in my world that is noticeable and visible when it comes to the potential of a person to change themselves and so change their world. So that more people can realise how we can change this world, by standing united in our self change within the principle of what is best for all to bring heaven to earth
 
18. I am the change I want to see in me and my world – to bring heaven to earth is to bring into being, into living the LIVING PROOF of a PRACTICAL HEAVEN that can be seen and heard in our actions and words. We are the Living Heaven that must come into creation in this living world.

19. Through purifying my thoughts, words and deeds – my inner becomes my outer, so I bring into creation me as heaven into earth, realising it is not enough to ‘see the change / be the change’ – for change to become REAL it must be a constant, consistent living of me through the words I speak and the actions I live visible and noticeable to all in every moment of breath

20. Realising that my physical body is my temple – my physical body is the living flesh through which and in which I will bring into being and create / manifest heaven on earth as me in my thoughts, words and deeds and so I honour, respect and regard – nurture and support my physical body as I would nurture and support me as equals: my body is me

21. We are the change in ourselves and this world we have been waiting for: and so I commit to dedicate myself and my life for each one as all to realise this, as nothing will change if we don’t change in all that we are, within and without

22. The realisation that for me to be able to change myself in thought, word and deed to the most effective living being that I can be and become – I first have to ‘know thyself’ and so commit myself to investigate, introspect and understand how I became who I am today, to prepare the road before me into self creation of a responsible, aware, self honest and trustworthy person for myself and so for all

23. The realisation that for me to be able to contribute to change in this world – I have to get to ‘know thyself’ as this world and so commit myself to research, investigate and introspect the inner and outer workings of this world and align the systems of today to present and give the best possible life for all on Earth





















Thursday, May 29, 2014

Day 142: The Paranormal Series Part 12 – Demons in the Afterlife part 3


Day 131: The Paranormal Series - Ghosts and Demons Part 1
Day 132: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 2
Day 133: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 3
Day 134: The Paranormal Series Part 4 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 1)
Day 135: The Paranormal Series Part 5 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 2)
Day 136: The Paranormal Series Part 6 – The being that died as Fear (part 1)
Day 137: The Paranormal Series Part 7 – The being that died as Fear (part 2)
Day 138: The Paranormal Series Part 8 – The being that died as Fear (part 3)
Day 139: The Paranormal Series Part 9 – The Enlightenment Being
Day 140: The Paranormal Series Part 10 - Demons in the Afterlife part 1
Day 141: The Paranormal Series Part 11 - Demons in the Afterlife part 2

Full demons in the afterlife part 2

This blog is based on the next video in the ‘Demons in the Afterlife’ series:

Demons in the Afterlife - Part 2:Frequency bands dividing Spiritual Guides and Demons (Free interview Published: November 07, 2012)


“within the context of understanding demons and within this one will find essentially the understanding of human beings. Essentially through understanding demons what will also be understood is human nature. It is fascinating that already with the word demon or word demonic, that even connecting that connecting that to human beings, many would go into a reaction ‘demon me? No. Demonizing human nature blasphemy!’ When it is to first understand what demon and demonic in fact really was from an existential, multi-dimensional, scientific perspective. Meaning, to understand what substantiated the nature and definition of a demon. So let us have a look at this more specifically: You have this physical existence which was a merged relationship between energy and substance, that through the evolution of the Mind’s relationship to the physical body and the existential minds relationship to this existence, had manifested into very specific density. There was a densification process that evolved within existence as the mind, as consciousness, as energy, layered itself into the physical body and the physical existence as a whole. So, there is an entire imprinted history essentially that one can read within the physical body and within this physical existence, in how the mind consciousness of human beings layered itself into the substance of the structures of physicality…”                                                                                             
                                                                - Demon communicating through the Interdimensional Portal


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that energy is the ultimate power and source of existence

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to question energy and how I define myself within having or not having energy.

within this I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that if energy is not constant and therefore fluctuates and has its own source – it therefore cannot be the ultimate source as substance as Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself as energy and for spiritualising my fluctuations in energy and for not being self honest in realizing that I cannot stand as Life fully as my full potential if I define myself according to energy.

“what happened essentially throughout the history of existence was that the heaven existence was then produced into the existence of pure energy. Within that you had the heaven existence where all the ‘elite’ of the interdimensional/dimensions had positioned themselves, into an entire existence of pure force and source and power. This ‘white light’ purity that resembled and represented power and elitism and control. They had the rest of existence, all the interdimensional/dimensional beings that the elite races deemed as inferior manifested into a physical existence, into an existence where energy would always be produced from substance…”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing  myself to exist as pure energy as source for the heaven existence

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as elite to separate myself from other beings, utilising them to serve me, to take care of me and to be my slaves.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to generate energy which is resourced from my body each time I have reactions within the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing  myself to then further fuel my reactions in the mind – based on my own reaction to my reactions

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4r94kuxI forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fuel my own energy needs of my mind, by being in constant reaction in my mind to myself, to others and to my world – without realizing that the justification to protect myself by following my reactions and trying to out smart others or to survive – is in fact what is keeping not only myself, but the rest of the world as humanity, as each other trapped in the same cycles because what i realize is that if we are all fueling our reactions to protect our reactions from each other – then obviously this is an unending cycle – which simply repeats itself to the extent that we see now within society, where people are possessed into and as the mind – constantly fueling reactions towards ourselves inwardly and reacting to what we see and perceive and believe others are doing ‘to us’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself within the heavenly existence to be the consumer of energy and within this to not take care that I was drawing energy from humans, who obviously had to go through emotional experiences to generate this energy and within this I was not seeing that as master or guide or any being in heaven drawing from the energy of humans, I was in fact enslaving humans to the mind simply to fuel heaven’s needs – and thus the consequences that we face now as humanity are lost within the mind – is as a direct result of this design.






Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Day 141: The Paranormal Series Part 11 - Demons in the Afterlife part 2


Day 131: The Paranormal Series - Ghosts and Demons Part 1
Day 132: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 2
Day 133: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 3
Day 134: The Paranormal Series Part 4 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 1)
Day 135: The Paranormal Series Part 5 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 2)
Day 136: The Paranormal Series Part 6 – The being that died as Fear (part 1)
Day 137: The Paranormal Series Part 7 – The being that died as Fear (part 2)
Day 138: The Paranormal Series Part 8 – The being that died as Fear (part 3)
Day 139: The Paranormal Series Part 9 – The Enlightenment Being
Day 140: The Paranormal Series Part 10 - Demons in the Afterlife part 1

This blog is a continuation from part 1 and is based on the following Interview:

Demons in the Afterlife - Part 1

“ what is fascinating is that if one look at the relationship with ones own mind, there are demons in your own mind. What is interesting is that even within the relationship to ones own mind, there is the same negative, damming, relationship to demons in your own mind in the sense that one keep them on the outskirts of your consciousness, your awareness. One do not even approach them, face them, look at them, understand them. Why do they exist within me? What is their reason, their purpose? How can you assist the demons of your own mind essentially. so within this all it has to be understood and questioned, in why it is why the demons in the heaven existence were never really in fact assisted and supported at all and that is both within the heaven context and within human beings within this world. Why on both sides, I mean the demon dimension were essentially in the middle of it all, that there was no assistance and support for the demons within the demon dimension. The same within the world system, within humanity – why is it really in fact, despite everyone knowing that the world system is the direct root cause and origin of poverty, of famine, of starvation, of violence, of wars within this physical existence – that there is no change to that very system. That there is no effort made in physically, practically having human beings that are facing poverty and starvation and famine and wars and violence and the consequences of that exalted into a physical life equality and oneness on this earth. The answer to all of this exists in how and what was the demons and the demons dimensions relationship to heaven. What was the benefit of them existing and to whom was that benefit afforded? Same within within world system, what benefit are those that are existing in poverty and starvation and famine and war and violence and who is benefiting from that? If we were in any way really genuine about this LOVE, about this absolute benevolence, shouldn't that love supersede or be stronger than the apparent evil or darkness that the demons presented?
                                                                                         - Demon communicating through the Interdimensional Portal

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to cling onto hope that all beings on earth who experience pain and suffering within this world system, will be assisted by some god or someone else or some force.Kept in chains: Mental illness rampant in Somalia (AP)
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use a believe in a god or some supreme being  that they will change the world problems and therefore I do not have to take responsibility for the world system and the problems thereof – because there is something or someone out there and that this something is part of some grand divine plan, which I am not privy of and thus I can sit back in my comfortable life while beings suffer, knowing and using beLIEf so justify me not directly changing the world system, here in actuality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to continue demonise those who I perceive as being outcasts of life’ while not realising that it is my participation and creation of this world system that directly cause them within their life time line to become who they are and yet I act ignorant to my part and participation, in out casting beings into roles of victimisation and enslavement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use the world Love, so say that I Love all of humanity or I Love or living beings, however at the end of the day when it comes to putting Love into practical application by actually changing the lives for all of these beings that I love to have dignified lives, when action is required I sink back into apathy and justification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize that words like Love and Light are useless unless we can actually change this physical reality as the practical change and practical application of actions of Love
 
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to cling onto the feel good experience of words like Love, while at the same time ignoring that my mind demons still exist within me, and that I have not changed and that the truth of me exist as various demons, which I have not been able to wish away or ignore away through the use of words like love, light, jesus, god etc…

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that words and ideas like love and light has not changed or made a  difference to the demonic nature of man, due to my own fear of having to admit that the only way I will change me or this world is if I directly change myself and change the fear and emotional polarity systems that cause me to have to say ‘I Love you’ or ‘I send love and light to you.’

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that there are angels, guides and masters that apparently come from the heavenly existence to ‘assist’ mankind, when they have not even assisted their own kind which would be the demonic beings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing something like a ‘lower frequency band’ to influence my perception of another being and influence how I treat this being because he/she exists in and of ‘lower frequency bands’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not step in and assist the demons, simply because they existed in the lower frequency bands – this limiting myself as a being whom I claim to be standing for what is best and standing in Love and Light.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to send beings that I do not understand or like away to be treated and punished and contained just like the demon exorcists did with demons, where the demons were cast from the body – instead of understanding the demon, communicating with the demon or being, getting to know them and mostly getting to the bottom of or understanding how this being or demon came to be who they are.

Over 60pc Afghans suffer from mental health problems

Kept in chains: Mental illness rampant in Somalia







Thursday, May 22, 2014

Day 140: The Paranormal Series Part 10 - Demons in the Afterlife part 1


Day 131: The Paranormal Series - Ghosts and Demons Part 1
Day 132: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 2
Day 133: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 3
Day 134: The Paranormal Series Part 4 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 1)
Day 135: The Paranormal Series Part 5 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 2)
Day 136: The Paranormal Series Part 6 – The being that died as Fear (part 1)
Day 137: The Paranormal Series Part 7 – The being that died as Fear (part 2)
Day 138: The Paranormal Series Part 8 – The being that died as Fear (part 3)
Day 139: The Paranormal Series Part 9 – The Enlightenment Being

This blog is based on the following Interview:

Demons in the Afterlife - Part 1

Published: November 04, 2012 (free interview)
 
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Journeys into the Demon dimension -
a part of the Journey into the afterlife series
series explaining the reality of the Demons,
their relationship to Heaven and the change
that came with the opening of the Desteni Portal -
all narrated as seen by the Demons themselves.

 
“…if you were a demon then that was your eternity, there was no being in the heaven existence that would stretch out a helping hand to any demon whatsoever. I mean there was not even beings in the heaven existence that made any effort to understand demons. Why are they demons, how did they become demons, is there any process to assist and support Demons with that would exalt them into an equality and a oneness within the heaven existence. Instead what existed in the heaven existence was fear and damnation and negativity. There was that absolute elitism of ‘the demons are the demons and that is where they remain, that is their consequence, that is their eternity.’ I mean essentially that same equal and one mentality of where you are having a look at the Elite of this world system and their relationship to money and the demons as humans of tis earth which are on the outskirts of that very world system. That the humans in starvation/poverty/famine, that is their consequence, that is their future. there was no effort or process walked in terms of understanding the dynamics of this entire world system and their direct relationship to it that is the cause, the source and the origin, of creating the consequence/outflows as the demons, as human beings within and of this earth. So in a sense one can within this say that there are humans on this earth, in their relationship to other human beings that are the demons walking the earth – that in their considerations were even more that beings in the heaven existence in terms of giving others a genuine helping hand within what resources are available to them. Whereas in the heaven existence there weren't any resources or even any efforts made in terms of in fact assisting and supporting the demons, in fact there was only fear, damnation, condemnation and a complete resistance to forming any form of relationship with the demons…”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate the human being as our beingness after death into heaven and hell.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condemn certain beings to a live in torment because I am unable to assist them and because I do not have or understand how to find the resources necessary to assist these beings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condemn these beings simply because I don't have the time for them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condemn certain beings because I judge their actions, and thus label them as demons, outcasts, wrong-doers and through this labelling others condemn these beings as well, where over time it becomes easy to simply alienate myself from these beings and to separate my existence from them.

within this

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to demonise humans on earth according to whether they have money or not –and thus labelling people who are poor and starving and without means to protect themselves, as outcasts simply because they look, speak and act differently from me, within this not realizing that this stereotype of strange behaviour such as drunkenness, hunger, stealing, uneducated, drug-usage common etc – these are all consequences of a human being who is forced into a life style of survival not only monetarily but also within the emotional and mental coping mechanisms within our society – where we have come to accept human behaviour to be a certain way –and within this ignore the effects our behaviour has on other members of society where they change or adapt their behaviour to survive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as an Elite member of society who is able to pick up my wallet and go to the shops to buy what I want and need – for alienating the people who I walk and drive past and in my mind distancing myself from them and even judging them in my mind as being disgusting and even dangerous – not because they were born this way – but merely because my behaviour and the behaviour of the rest of society – where we place value on ‘those who have money’ have further and further demonised these individuals into inferior positions of lacking, wanting and needing – and from there turning some into criminals and addicts and desperate – but through my eyes I don't even see desperate and addicted, I simply see strange, ugly and dirty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to then use the reaction of fear every time I see or am near a person I have demonised within our society and through media and politics all of us eventually accept the fear response based on what stories we are told as real and acceptable – thus we are all always kept in the same enslavement cycle where I remain in fear of those I distrust and continue trusting those in power – without even questioning how did these demons become ‘demonised’ and why are these beings demonised into positions that create profit and well being fro others?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to develop a relationship of inferior/superior towards all life forms here on earth by allowing any concepts and practises such as beauty/ugly, having/not having, rich/poor, power/powerless and that even in spirituality I have accepted roles of absolute self enslavement where I justify the decision we have made as society to condemn some into positions of inferiority simply to exist as my slaves and do the hard work for me in society.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to then use these demonised beings in society to justify not sharing the resources of this earth equally with me, because it is easier for example for me to pay minimum wages for a demonised, inferior human, than it would be for me to accept them as my life equal and to give them what they deserve as their life right – such as the case if a basic living income or a decent working income.
















Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Day 139: The Paranormal Series Part 9 – The Enlightenment Being (part1)


Day 131: The Paranormal Series - Ghosts and Demons Part 1
Day 132: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 2
Day 133: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 3
Day 134: The Paranormal Series Part 4 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 1)
Day 135: The Paranormal Series Part 5 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 2)
Day 136: The Paranormal Series Part 6 – The being that died as Fear (part 1)
Day 137: The Paranormal Series Part 7 – The being that died as Fear (part 2)
Day 138: The Paranormal Series Part 8 – The being that died as Fear (part 3)
 
This blog is based on the following interview:
 

Journeys into the Afterlife - The Enlightenment Being

“ we were beings that had been ‘swiped’ within the swiping-containment area manifestation within the heaven existence, where your awareness of your very beingness would be completely supressed where you would simply be looking like this beingness-embodiment that was floating around aimlessly within this containment within the heaven existence. Our primary purpose was to lighten-up beings in the heavenly existence. We were programmed with a Dimensional Mind System with one program which was one word for example ‘Love’ or ‘Light’ or ‘Care’…”
 
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as energy vibrations

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as energy vibrations and for not questioning why I would require a being to support me to in raising these energy frequencies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be defined according to an energy or a frequency, and thus I realise that my entire life, my existence here on earth or in heaven was simply based on frequencies managed and balanced by counter energies as polarities as I require the opposite polarity to my own experience such as anger, sadness, concern – for me to ‘raise’ my energy and thus change my mood to the opposite polarity

Within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to therefore design a world that functions according to these polarity infinity symbols, where consumerism functions according to understanding how the human exist as emotions and feeling systems – and thus I am a product of consumerism, because I live to raise/change my energy and experience the positive polarities, where within this world as one that is governed by survival through capital/profit as fake ‘self worth systems, abuses me as a energy system – for paper money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as a being that enlightens others to never question why beings in in heaven would experience concern, sadness or any experience based on their past history as a human or based on what they as heavenly beings see and observe on earth or even in the heavenly dimensions.

therefore I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to never question why it is necessary to ‘bestow’ them with gifts from god to allow them to experience themselves differently as the opposite polarity energy experience – where I never question why a god would bestow gifts of positivity onto beings after they have already gone through the negative polarity – which shows me that there is a problem – if I follow the time line of human experiences with what humans/animals/nature are enduring on earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to share the idea and knowledge that God is with us watching over us, when in fact this physical reality tells a very different story.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the thought to exist in me of ‘I must not give up hope’ as this is the ultimate enslavement statement, where I accept the state of our world, my inner experiences and what we are allowing to happen to each other,the animal kingdom and nature – where in that one statement I am saying that we don't need to change what is happening internally or externally – and that we must accept an apparent ‘god’s plan’ instead of taking responsibility for this world and ourselves as creators within it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as ‘enlightenment worker;’ to not realise that if I had to be given pockets of grace as energy to exist within me to use on other beings to assist them to experience ‘grace’, then this would imply that grace is separate from myself and from the other being and that as long as I had to exist as a heavenly being consisting of pockets of grace or love or peace to ‘bestow unto others’– that this would imply that our beigness as who we really are, are not consisting of these experiences as living words and would thus again draw my attention back to our design as the mind and the world systems and society – to see where and how have we separated ourselves from these words, where it is not natural for us to be these expressions all the time, due to environmental and life/mind influences.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to look deeper into the human mind and human societal world system experiences, to draw the time lines of how and when we created a world and inner experiences that separate us from living peace and grace and all of these words that these heavenly beings had to stand as, for us.

So -  I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to look at the money system, war, family, relationships, desire, needs, wants, poverty, corruption, conflict, self interest, etc – all of these human experiences that take one down a path of self creation that inevitably cause ourselves, each other and even the other inhabitants of this planet harm, as the human becomes consumed with our own internal battles around these emotions, feelings and thought patterns – which are all again based on the minds energy patterns and thus indicate that our own consequences of sadness, anger, irritation, possessiveness etc are all showing us that how we live and what we value as ‘human life’ is not really supporting us – because down the line, there has to exist heavenly en-light-enment beings that ‘bestow’ us with these experiences that have become separate from us and have been split into polarity designs within the mind, for example if I have money i feel happy, if I don't have money I am sad etc…

























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