Day 106: The Psychology of Crimes against Life: Drug use Part 10

This blog is a continuation from:

Day 96: International Crime Research: Drug use Part 1

Day 97: The Psychology of Crimes against Life: Drug use Part 2

Day 99: The Psychology of Crimes against Life: Drug use Part 3

Day 100: The Psychology of Crimes against Life: Drug use Part 4

Day 101: The Psychology of Crimes against Life: Drug use Part 5

Day 102: The Psychology of Crimes against Life: Drug use Part 6

Day 103: The Psychology of Crimes against Life: Drug use Part 7

Day 104: The Psychology of Crimes against Life: Drug use Part 8 

Day 105: The Psychology of Crimes against Life: Drug use Part 9 

Behavioural Dimension of the drug user within Social-situations:

Behaviour Dimension:Here, to identify the Behaviour Dimension – one have a look at how one’s experience in the Physical Body changed within and during the Possession of the Personality, how was one’s Physical Body BEFORE the Possession and then during, to so identify how this Personality would manipulate one’s Physical Body, and in this Physical Manipulation would further validate/justify one’s decision to fall into the Mind/Personality and give up on self/the responsibility of here as self in the physical and so one’s world/reality.
Thus, what will become clear here is essentially how we utilize the dimensions of the/a Personality to manipulate ourselves into submission to Energy/Mind, over and over and over again – not standing, living, being HERE in fact within/as this world/reality. So, in/during these processes one will thus understand more of what we mean by the difference between Personality-Control through/Energy as the Mind and actual, real Physical Living.

Source: http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/character-dimensions-introduction-day.html



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to belief that my behaviour in social situations is dependent on what I have come to think and believe myself to be - such as the belief that I am 'not good enough' or 'not good-looking enough' or 'shy' and therefore

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to then, in social situations adapt my behaviour according to my thought patterns and beliefs, where I will change my behaviour when in social situations to act shy, avoid eye contact, be nervous, behave withdrawn, refuse eye contact with certain people, stutter in my words,

therefore,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept my role within society according to a self limiting belief system, which then mutates into my physical-unconscious design as behavioural patterns, whereby I automatically become that which I think I am.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to develop and participate in the belief that I require the guidance of an out side source such as drug, to change me, change my behaviour and to temporarily take responsibility for the mess I created within my mind as my internal thought processes, which are the starting point for my behavioural changes in social situations.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deny fervently that it is possible to stop and change the thoughts that brought me to who I belief I am -

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to then from denying that I am able to change who I am through the steps of self honesty, self forgiveness and self correction - to rather seek change in the form of an alternative personality platform which I develop and accept through a chemical bridge.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing this behavioural change to occur within me through the use of the drug, and to repeatedly return to this dependency, instead of learning as I go - to embrace the self acceptance of me as 'stable, communicative' - etc whereby I could align myself to the changes I see myself becoming with the use of the drug, where I in essence use the drug experience to learn from and to develop effective self trust and communication skills - instead of what drugs are used for as a dependency - indicating the addictive nature of the human, based on fear and abdication,

therefore

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to simply give up and give into a illusionary reality of myself where who I prefer and who I live as me for most of my interactive, waking days is a chemical robot, a being separate from myself as the physical,
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to also design beliefs around why this drug addicted me is the real me, and the only way it is possible for me to be, instead of realising that if I do not take note of how to practically align myself to the changes that I see support me as a more effective me, then I will continue to be a chemical robot, dependent always on others and substances to invade my physical, to design me and exist for me as a chemical reality.


Self Commitment Statements to continue...

Day 101: The Psychology of Crimes against Life: Drug use Part 5

This blog is a continuation from:

Day 100: The Psychology of Crimes against Life: Drug use Part 4

The Character Dimensions of 'the happiness-drug-user'

Example:

a person who uses drug like ecstasy in social environments with friends, to enhance self intimacy and intimacy with others. Allowing one, to feel more relaxed, open, sociable and to drop any fears around self-expression.

Now we will look at the character dimensions which is the real character behind why the person relies on a drug, and therefore the drug stands in as a character of comfortability, sociability and intimacy, instead of the individual becoming and living this as themselves, so by the end of the character dimensions - we will also look at why our society does not allow people to feel comfortable to expression ourselves.

First character dimension = let us look at the dimension of Fear - what the individual really fears about themselves and others, resulting in the 'need' of the use of a drug to change those aspects of self or the experience of self towards others in relation to their characters, expressions one actually fears:

In each self-forgiveness statement you will see that I have taken basic fears and expanded on the design, picture and ideas around the fears - by deconstructing the fear through self-forgiveness -

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear self expression, because as a child I was taught that certain facial expressions and physical movements are silly or stupid.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that a facial expression, contains and exists as an outward expression of an internal value system.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge certain behaviours as being childish, due to words used by my parents, condemning my actions as I grew up as being to childish or immature.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself when scolded by my parents for being childish, to react to the words by my parents and to then decide that I will change and act differently to not have my parents yell at me - therefore infusing this reaction into me, as a fear - which then later on becomes the reaction to my own behaviours, taking me into fear of self expression - where I will literally freeze in discomfort and self judgment as I access all old patterns, ideas and thought patterns around any form of expression feared by and through my parents.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that this idea that my parents have of facial expressions and behaviours is my fear of expression as well, passed down from generation to generation, as we label certain expressions/behaviours according to age groups - which I now realise really only serves the existence of the human surviving within the system - where a certain facial expression or body behaviour is seen to either serve your survival drive for that age group or not, and if one acts outside of ones accepted age behaviours, you are judged and forced to stop - as your survival expects of you to act differently,

therefore

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to attach money and survival to my facial expressions and behaviours, where I will actually yell at a child/person for expressing themselves a certain way - when I know that I am really just supporting the fears and backchat of the generations before me, who accepted the human being as an organic robot that must only present itself according to acceptable ways which slot in with how one is supposed to act in this world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to attached fears to physical behaviour, instead of allowing myself to freely express myself, free from judgments towards myself and the judgments I perceive others have of me which have become my own judgments - as I stop myself each time I am about to express myself 'incorrectly' through thoughts in my mind that tell me I am being inappropriate, immature or 'dumb'.

Fear dimension to be continued...