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Friday, August 22, 2014

Day 153: The Paranormal Series part 16 - Demons vs. Angels part 3


The complete 'Paranormal Series' thus far:


Today's blog is a continuation from:



Which is based on the following Interview:



"So for example a demon could be shouting, swearing, and carrying on in all sorts of strange ways - and as we all are aware of - this would mostly in historical documentation of 'demonic possession cases' be viewed as 'irrational and strange behaviour - would which be classified as purely something that the demon is doing to the human subject. However if you actually look 'behind the scenes' you will notice that the demons will merely playing with the machinery/mechanisms (hence the name of our series: 'Quantum Mechanics of Paranormal Events') that makes up the human mind. Therefore I suggest listen to this interview as it gives insight into developing an understanding of why demons carries on the way they did and that we as humans were not merely 'innocent' subjects to a 'wild, strange and uncontrollable' imagination of a demon - but instead, were the actual machines that made it possible fro demons to do what they did because everything was already existent within us."

And ladies and gentleman - this is why Mind Possession today - still looks, sounds and is perceived exactly as demonic possession - because even when you remove the demons - you are still left with the human mind, which was the basis from which demon possession occurred from and within. This indicates a state currently of 'chaos' and 'reactiveness, where the mind becomes possessed by our internal conflicts. For example, is it not interesting that we tend to blame everyone for how we behave on a day to day basis? I mean switch on the news or simply surf the internet and you will be bombarded by images of humans acting absolutely bizarre, so much so that most shake our heads in disbelief at the wars, and violence and chaos we see. I mean, switch on Youtube alone and you will see millions of videos (and here I am not even referring to news worthy content) of people acting in ways that would depict 'abnormal behaviour' or a form of 'possession' - from bullying, to weird sex fetishes, to stunts designed to embarrass or exhilarate etc. All of these actions would indicate something else is taking over these people, that surely it is not 'normal' for us to behave that way and that is why drugs and demons and society and socio-economic troubles etc all get blamed for our choices and for the more obvious personality and human behavioural traits which allow for these apparent 'external forces' to take control and find expression in the first place. All of this exposes a strange chaotic nature of the human, which over the last few years has been accelerating on daily basis. And yet, it is very interesting that we don’t consider that it is in fact us doing it to and by ourselves from within, where these external forces act as channels which exacerbate the outcome but would not exist without the Mind. This brings us to the point Mykey makes in the interview where the little bit of 'beigness' that once existed as the human-being - has completely been taken over more and more by the Mind. This many would call 'the evolution of Consciousness', which one is able to see merely means the de-evolution (demonised = de-manned) of our beingness as Life in the Physical to 'The Mind' as programs and energy systems called 'Consciousness'.

You will always find us justifying and blaming something or someone else for the actions of all of humanity from the smallest points e.g. 'I am jealous' to the greatest; 'declaring wars, raping, abusing, fighting etc'. What is quite funny in an un-funny kind of way for me, has been starting up the Demonology Website and Forum. When we started it - we expected the paranormal community to respond well to us offering insights into the designs of the Paranormal and how each is able to step beyond self-interest to see how we have participated in creating the current day 'paranormal' and how each within the extent of self responsibility are able to change these types of mind created events to bring a stop to that which we are directly responsible for. Yet - interestingly enough which actually made sense as I reviewed everything a year later - where I realized that people were not interested in getting to the truth of for example why ghosts were left by a 'god' to suffer alone - no - rather people like the idea of ghosts floating around aimlessly for the rest of their existence, because it gives the paranormal enthusiast 'entertainment'.


Therefore what I have found mostly on the demonology forum, when people come ask to be assisted with what they perceive at the time to be demonic interference or possession - when I support them with content that will allow them to realize they are not being followed by some ghost or demon and that the creation and design of their experience is specific to their own Mind creation - instead of people being relieved (which I would be if someone told me I am not being followed by an evil presence that possibly is beyond my control and could really hurt me) - the reaction has instead been that of disappointment, which if you look at the thought behind it is 'nah boring I want it to be a demon'.

In the next part I would like to also address personal experience with regards to what Mykey mentions when he speaks about 'people following the energy' which is why we have 'spirituality' because this definitely related to me as well as the point he speaks about when he says that demons could change their vibrations so that of the same energy as beings that came from 'heaven' - I have an interesting story to share there as well.

Thursday, May 22, 2014

Day 140: The Paranormal Series Part 10 - Demons in the Afterlife part 1


Day 131: The Paranormal Series - Ghosts and Demons Part 1
Day 132: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 2
Day 133: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 3
Day 134: The Paranormal Series Part 4 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 1)
Day 135: The Paranormal Series Part 5 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 2)
Day 136: The Paranormal Series Part 6 – The being that died as Fear (part 1)
Day 137: The Paranormal Series Part 7 – The being that died as Fear (part 2)
Day 138: The Paranormal Series Part 8 – The being that died as Fear (part 3)
Day 139: The Paranormal Series Part 9 – The Enlightenment Being

This blog is based on the following Interview:

Demons in the Afterlife - Part 1

Published: November 04, 2012 (free interview)
 
image
Journeys into the Demon dimension -
a part of the Journey into the afterlife series
series explaining the reality of the Demons,
their relationship to Heaven and the change
that came with the opening of the Desteni Portal -
all narrated as seen by the Demons themselves.

 
“…if you were a demon then that was your eternity, there was no being in the heaven existence that would stretch out a helping hand to any demon whatsoever. I mean there was not even beings in the heaven existence that made any effort to understand demons. Why are they demons, how did they become demons, is there any process to assist and support Demons with that would exalt them into an equality and a oneness within the heaven existence. Instead what existed in the heaven existence was fear and damnation and negativity. There was that absolute elitism of ‘the demons are the demons and that is where they remain, that is their consequence, that is their eternity.’ I mean essentially that same equal and one mentality of where you are having a look at the Elite of this world system and their relationship to money and the demons as humans of tis earth which are on the outskirts of that very world system. That the humans in starvation/poverty/famine, that is their consequence, that is their future. there was no effort or process walked in terms of understanding the dynamics of this entire world system and their direct relationship to it that is the cause, the source and the origin, of creating the consequence/outflows as the demons, as human beings within and of this earth. So in a sense one can within this say that there are humans on this earth, in their relationship to other human beings that are the demons walking the earth – that in their considerations were even more that beings in the heaven existence in terms of giving others a genuine helping hand within what resources are available to them. Whereas in the heaven existence there weren't any resources or even any efforts made in terms of in fact assisting and supporting the demons, in fact there was only fear, damnation, condemnation and a complete resistance to forming any form of relationship with the demons…”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate the human being as our beingness after death into heaven and hell.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condemn certain beings to a live in torment because I am unable to assist them and because I do not have or understand how to find the resources necessary to assist these beings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condemn these beings simply because I don't have the time for them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condemn certain beings because I judge their actions, and thus label them as demons, outcasts, wrong-doers and through this labelling others condemn these beings as well, where over time it becomes easy to simply alienate myself from these beings and to separate my existence from them.

within this

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to demonise humans on earth according to whether they have money or not –and thus labelling people who are poor and starving and without means to protect themselves, as outcasts simply because they look, speak and act differently from me, within this not realizing that this stereotype of strange behaviour such as drunkenness, hunger, stealing, uneducated, drug-usage common etc – these are all consequences of a human being who is forced into a life style of survival not only monetarily but also within the emotional and mental coping mechanisms within our society – where we have come to accept human behaviour to be a certain way –and within this ignore the effects our behaviour has on other members of society where they change or adapt their behaviour to survive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as an Elite member of society who is able to pick up my wallet and go to the shops to buy what I want and need – for alienating the people who I walk and drive past and in my mind distancing myself from them and even judging them in my mind as being disgusting and even dangerous – not because they were born this way – but merely because my behaviour and the behaviour of the rest of society – where we place value on ‘those who have money’ have further and further demonised these individuals into inferior positions of lacking, wanting and needing – and from there turning some into criminals and addicts and desperate – but through my eyes I don't even see desperate and addicted, I simply see strange, ugly and dirty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to then use the reaction of fear every time I see or am near a person I have demonised within our society and through media and politics all of us eventually accept the fear response based on what stories we are told as real and acceptable – thus we are all always kept in the same enslavement cycle where I remain in fear of those I distrust and continue trusting those in power – without even questioning how did these demons become ‘demonised’ and why are these beings demonised into positions that create profit and well being fro others?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to develop a relationship of inferior/superior towards all life forms here on earth by allowing any concepts and practises such as beauty/ugly, having/not having, rich/poor, power/powerless and that even in spirituality I have accepted roles of absolute self enslavement where I justify the decision we have made as society to condemn some into positions of inferiority simply to exist as my slaves and do the hard work for me in society.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to then use these demonised beings in society to justify not sharing the resources of this earth equally with me, because it is easier for example for me to pay minimum wages for a demonised, inferior human, than it would be for me to accept them as my life equal and to give them what they deserve as their life right – such as the case if a basic living income or a decent working income.
















Friday, May 2, 2014

Day 137: The Paranormal Series Part 7 – The being that died as Fear (part 2)


Day 131: The Paranormal Series - Ghosts and Demons Part 1
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/03/day-131-paranormal-series-ghosts-and.html
Day 132: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 2
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/03/day-132-paranormal-seriesghosts-and.html
Day 133: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 3
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/03/day-131-paranormal-series-ghosts-and_19.html
Day 134: The Paranormal Series Part 4 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 1)
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/03/day-134-paranormal-series-part-4.html
Day 135: The Paranormal Series Part 5 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 2)
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/04/day-135-paranormal-series-part-5.html
Day 136: The Paranormal Series Part 6 – The being that died as Fear (part 1)
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/04/day-136-paranormal-series-part-6-being.html
This blog is a continuation from ‘The being that died as Fear (part 1)’ and is based on the following Interview:

Journeys into the Afterlife - The Being that died as Fear

fear“I am not a demon anymore, I am a being that is now in my process, walking equal to and one with how humans and existence as a whole, is walking their process within existence, where I had freed myself with self-forgiveness. ‘Freed meaning where, with self-forgiveness with the realization of what forgiveness really in fact means, set myself free from my belief as illusion as energy, set myself free from the point of knowledge and information that defined me…”
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as a demon to be enslaved by and through the mind consciousness system as emotions and feelings which generate energy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as demon to believe that if I did not get energy that I would cease to exist, instead of questioning whether I exists more than just an energy experience, which was after all the starting point upon death or after death for why I became trapped within the experience of energy such as rage or fear or sadness and does not determine who I am as a being.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as demon to be enslaved into the past through knowledge and information

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as human to exist in even more knowledge and information, trapping and limiting myself in cycles of abuse and consciousness systems, while at the same time subjecting each other, children, animals and nature to my mistakes and my evolution within consciousness as who I become from child into adult as my ‘personalities’ that each seek out its own self interested experience in the form of wants, needs, desires, fears and the addiction to energy, emotions and feelings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as ‘human’ to be trapped even further than the demons in my state of illusion within my mind consciousness system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within one point of pre-programmed design such as overcoming a specific fear and never therefore questioning why our human existence is about fear or pain or suffering.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create these ‘life lessons’ instead of living life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be contained in my mind as one experience of myself, repeating it in patterns throughout my life, at times questioning why a god or a higher consciousness would create such limiting experiences for me on this planet, but ultimately never stopping the cycles as myself, but instead giving into the energy experiences and addictions thereof.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as the ‘creators’ to create these points around which beings entered this physical reality as our bodies where we would program beings into repeating cycles into infinity, facing the same points.

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Day 136: The Paranormal Series Part 6 – The being that died as Fear (part 1)

Other blogs in my Paranormal Series:

Day 131: The Paranormal Series - Ghosts and Demons Part 1
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/03/day-131-paranormal-series-ghosts-and.html 

Day 132: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 2
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/03/day-132-paranormal-seriesghosts-and.html
Day 133: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 3
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/03/day-131-paranormal-series-ghosts-and_19.html 
Day 134: The Paranormal Series Part 4 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 1)
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/03/day-134-paranormal-series-part-4.html
Day 135: The Paranormal Series Part 5 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 2)
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/04/day-135-paranormal-series-part-5.html

This blog is based on the following Interview:

Journeys into the Afterlife - The Being that died as Fear


”I was one of the first Demons that communicated through the Interdimensional Portal and there were quite a few of us demons that came through the Interdimensional Portal initially. and No the Interdimensional Portal was not a gate way or opening to hell that ‘unleashed’ all the Demons of existence or that had been damned to hell by ‘god’. I think human beings had done a pretty good job of that yourselves, in becoming the demonic forces on this earth and creating hell for yourselves…”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create an idea that there are demonic forces ‘out there’ creating chaos on earth, while never looking firstly inside myself at the forces that exist within me and rule and direct me into action each day.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that demonic forces exist in and has control over the world, myself and other people – without actually investigating what I am saying, by investigating how the world really functions, how society functions and how the psyche of the human works.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see demons as the beings that they use to be, before being consumed by rage, anger, fear, sorry etc, but instead to use their state of demonic-beigness to entertain myself and to project my own wrong doings or demonic nature onto.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as human to literally not give the demons any time of day, where I would categorise them and observe their nature, but never actually insist on  the white light or a god or a jesus to actually relieve or assist ALL demons from their plight.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to get to know demons, who they were, where they come from, what their experience was, but instead to keep them as my slaves, trapped forever in their state.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the limitation of knowledge and information in my mind that I acquired from books, religion, the internet, other people etc, to be my guide on what demons are or use to be – instead of exploring for myself why demons existed and why if there was a god, why he/she/it would allow a being to remain in such a way.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe in this knowledge and information so absolutely, that I would not investigate demons for myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be limited into my mind as mere beliefs and not action based on what is real and sustainable in this physical reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to call reality a ‘lie’ because when I compare it to the knowledge in my mind, which is knowledge from books and spirituality – because I don't want to face reality and take responsibility for my actions – I compare what I have done simply to my knowledge and because each person is doing this, we eventually allow all to become demons and demonise our planet- because all abuse becomes justified according to some form of knowledge.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not investigate what happens in this reality as it changes over time, thus showing that there are human behaviours, patterns and actions that create consequences over time – but instead continue on the same path, ignoring the consequences and having excuses ready for each manifested outcome/consequence, from my own behaviours and the behaviours from those who came before me.


I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to change and apply myself according to what is best for all, because I am still clinging onto the ideas and belief systems and knowledge./information from generations before me, whom designed the way they did things, simply out of fear of survival, just like the original cave man/woman designed their actions and ideologies based on fear of survival.

For more information on the process of Demons and Self -Forgiveness please listen to or read the following videos/documents:

http://demons.desteni.org/2011/02/the-history-of-demons-and-desteni-videos/

http://demons.desteni.org/2011/01/the-history-of-demons-and-desteni/ (transcription of videos)

http://demons.desteni.org/2011/10/the-new-demon/

http://demons.desteni.org/2011/08/demons-of-the-new-age/

http://demons.desteni.org/2011/01/demons-physical-and-interdimensional/

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Day 133: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 3

This is a follow up from:

Day 131: The Paranormal Series - Ghosts and Demons Part 1
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/03/day-131-paranormal-series-ghosts-and.html

Day 132: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 2
http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/03/day-132-paranormal-seriesghosts-and.html
 
“Now, this is where I know most ghost enthusiasts will kick up a stink and complain to me that many ghost hunters will actually attempt to assist the ‘ghost/demon’ to ‘go to the light’ so to speak. But you know what? This is like saying to the room full of children – ‘its ok, don't be scared, go through that door over there, I have read in an old book written and rewritten by humans who are known for fabricating stories and inventing ‘knowledge’ to control people or to drive/impulse/manipulate the human for profit - that what is behind that door is ‘nice’. The fact is many ghost hauntings and possession cases re-occur and that the exorcist and demon hunters don't ACTUALLY know ‘what is behind the door’ (the white light) but are trusting sources from books – where they themselves have never actually been able to look behind the door …. So would you do that to a child? So for example when I had my ‘aha’ moment where I experienced shock and shame at my antics – what I realized was that firstly ‘why would a God allow beings who at the moment of a traumatic/confusing/angry death clinging to their bodies or homes or objects –why would such a God punish them by saying ‘well you wanted to stay there so weh…’”
 
If you have ever watched ‘ghost hunting/paranormal investigator’ type documentaries, then you will know what I am talking about. As I said before I have watched many documentaries/ghost movies and ghost hunter videos on youtube etc and a while back in preparation for this series, I went onto Youtube and watched some ghost hunter type documentaries to have a fresh view on how paranormal investigations are being done as of late.


1987 Paranormal Investigator

2013 - Paranormal Investigators or Rock Band?
The first thing that I noticed was the difference between ghost documentaries now and what they were like about 10 years ago. The emphasis back then was filming and documenting paranormal activity. Obviously I am not referring to the intentional creation and spreading of falsified ‘paranormal phenomena’ on the internet, but simply stating that the difference between what was filmed and presented many years ago to what is presented now is that back in the day the emphasis was on the paranormal. Now the emphasis is very much about the ego of the paranormal investigators and the entertainment value. Let me walk you through an example. The first ghost hunting series that I attempted to watch, was filmed by a group of 4/5 young men, each one looked like he had spent allot of time at the gym and spent plenty of time before filming gelling and prepping their hairstyles.


Then they opened their mouths and this is where my jaw dropped, because it become like a scene from a rugby player’s locker room, all of them preparing their ego’s for some big attack that is about to take place between themselves and this disembodies soul. As they started walking through the haunted location, the presenters themselves appeared to go into more and more of a possessed state as they started shouting challenges to the ghost/demons who occupied the building and each one’s threat to the ghosts was out done by the next.

For example they would shout things like ‘common, move something dammit!, is this all you’ve got, I’m not scared of you, show me what you’ve got!’ Now the demon/ghosts probably took one look at these Johnny Bravo looking characters and either left of thoroughly would have enjoyed the egotistical male energy that was oozing off these lads. So by the end of their tour through this haunted location, the 'Johnny Bravos’ were thoroughly disappointed by the no-show of the ghosts after they shouted so many threats and promises. If demons and ghosts were to roam those halls, I bet you a million dollars that they were not as inactive as the ‘hunters’ thought they were and would have been sapping their energy and probably encouraging the ego’s to extremes.


So this left me with the distinct impression, that these lads had absolutely no interest in the fate of these ‘souls’ but instead were there to chase things, and show off their ‘fearlessness and skill’s. Even though I had reached my limit with all the ranting and spearing, I decided to carry on and watch another episode. Again these lads with their well gelled hair and matching ghost hunter t-shirts set forth through the next haunted location, where it did not take long for the lad in front to start yelling threats and obscenities as the ‘demon/ghost that they suspected haunted this location. He even went as far as saying to the ghost/demon ‘common we know you hurt the people who use to live here… you think you are so brave, why don't you attack one of us and show us how big and brave you really think you are.’ Obviously at this point I am wondering what performance these lads are going to produce, because obviously if they are pushing for the ghosts to perform, either one of them is going to be attacked or they will have to fake an attack to keep the viewers interested.

I continued watching to see what would transpire, and true as bob a few minutes later one of the strong body builder looking Johnny Bravo’s start screaming like a girl clutching his face. He claims that ‘something smacked him in the face’ which is obviously what they had been waiting for, however what got me giggling was ‘how he reacted’ – screaming and cussing and carrying on as if he was upset by what this demon had done. I am thinking, ‘but wait a minute you were threating and pleading with this ghost/demon just a  few minutes ago: ‘why don't you attack one of us and show us how big and brave you really think you are’ and now that the demon'/ghost has done exactly that you complain and act as if you were completely innocent in the whole thing?

So that is just one example of the strange logic of the ghost hunter. I mean getting back to my example in my previous blog, of us watching a room full of hungry, lost, distraught children and getting a kick out of watching them run around in circles crying; This example of the Johnny Bravo ghost hunters is taking that example to the next level where you would actually taunt the lost, frightened children and make them cry even more. I mean we see examples of animal abuse on the internet/television where people will for example catch wild animals like bears and tigers and then put them in cages and poke them with sticks while the hunters drink beers and film themselves – this is the exact same thing.

I continued to randomly pick ghost investigative videos on Youtube and continued to be perplexed at the obvious level of self interest and the tactics used by the investigators to ‘up’ the level of entertainment value. Each ghost hunting team had its own technique – because unfortunately even for those who were genuinely interesting in documenting paranormal activity – their ratings would be influenced by whether the viewers lost interest or not. For some this did not matter, as they posted their videos regardless of how many views they got and during the investigations very little if anything would ever happen. This to me was more accurate in terms of the real time discovery and documentation of paranormal activity. For some there was action every 10 minutes, which obviously reeked of fakery. Unfortunately as with our taste in movies and music, one thing that stands out the most about the entertainment industry is definitely not the story or the music talent or the lyrics, it has become about the viewer/user, wanting a specific experience and the music/film industry has to cater for the human experience. That is why the movies we are seeing for the last 7/8 years are all the exact same story lines and the focus is always on the same factors such as sex, relationship dynamics, love, money, deception, etc. Same with the music industry  - as Myley Cyrus said herself after being interviewed about her rather strange performance a while back  - she admits that she can make crap music and crap music videos because her fans will always be there.

Getting back to the point why I am doing this blog series, I realized that I was participating in the industry that traps animals in cages and pokes at them with sticks for entertainment. At Desteni, we have been researching the existence of ghosts and the paranormal and I suggest if you are interested in this subject matter – to please follow this link to our demonology website where you will find the video and transcriptions of our series done on Desteni and Demons. From this you will be able to get a better understanding of the approach that I will be taking with this blog series. I am not supporting the existence of ghosts, I will however be walking a series of self understanding and self forgiveness on how demons/ghosts use to exist and how myself and other ‘paranormal enthusiasts’ continue through the mind to create paranormal experiences.

Next I will be walking each of the interviews that we did on Eqafe where it is explained how ghosts use to exist and how people experience paranormal events now – thus I will be exploring my own ‘quantum mind mechanics of paranormal events.’

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Day 131: The Paranormal Series - Ghosts and Demons Part 1


For those who have watched or read my experience with Demon possession, with know that I have a long history with exploring the unexplained, ghosts/demons, the paranormal and I have dabbled with Wiccanism and Paganism. If you have not read/viewed my history – you are able to find my documentation here:

My process from there to understanding myself, my possession and demons:

 

  1. Interviews from the Farm 22: Talking Andrea and Portal Authentication with Jack

  2. http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=1&t=20

  3. http://andrearossouw1.blogspot.com/2013/01/changing-my-thoughts-will-change-me.html

  4. http://andrearossouw1.blogspot.com/2012/02/self-forgiveness-and-writing.html

  5. Ghost hunting

  6. Demons, Demon Possession and Entities part 1

  7. Demons, Demon Possession and Entities part 2

  8. Demons, Demon Possession and Entities part 3

  9. Demons, Demon Possession and Entities part 4


More information on the ‘Portal’ and the History of ‘Desteni’

 

  1. The History of Desteni Session 1

  2. The History of Desteni Session 2 - Discovering Heaven

  3. About the Demonology Website

  4. Demon Possession in Modern Times

 

So the reason why I wanted to walk this blog series is as follow: I have always been a great fan of ghost hunting/paranormal investigation stories/movies/documentaries. Like any ghost hunting enthusiast – I would experience an absolute thrill each time I could sit and watch a documentary on youtube or watch some scary movie about ghost hunters exploring/investigating haunted location – or some movie about demonic possession - where my heart would beat a little bit faster as I would wait in anticipation for some proof of life beyond death or to get a glimpse into the activities of some invisible force. I had an insatiable thirst to see or experience ghostly phenomena and I was absolutely fascinated by the intricacies of the mere existence of a thing like a ghost – ‘who are they, what are they experiencing and what are they capable of?’ Now these are the questions we ask ourselves, as ghost hunting enthusiasts, but what we are really experiencing is thrill seeking and the desire to understand more about life after death. For myself, I not only viewed the documentary/scene/video that I was watching from a thrill seeking perspective, but I always wanted to understand who or what do we become when we cross over – for us to become demons/ghosts bound to a person, location or object.

My fascination started after my father’s death – where I realized that I could actually sense and at times see an outline of him in my home. This I initially connected to a simple fascination with my father and the questions that were left unanswered after he died. Therefore I was not really sure if I was really seeing/sensing him or if my underlying fears and desires were the cause of my experiences. I felt lost without him and I also felt guilty for him dying – because I connected his heart attack to him having to much stress which caused him to have the heart attack. This burden I carried with me for many years until I discovered Desteni and was supported to let go of the guilt, the fear, the dependency , the inherent desire to be with my father and to slowly learn to give myself back to me and live my life.

To be continued…

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