Day 57: Education Fraud Part 18 – Medicalization of the Education System Part 6 - Self Commitment Statements of Parents and Children

This blog is a continuation from: 

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/day-52-international-crime-research.html

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/day-53-education-fraud-part-14.html

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-54-education-fraud-part-15.html#

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-55-education-fraud-part-16.html

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-56-education-fraud-part-17.html

I commit myself as parent to develop my child's ability to function and exist within the physical bodies, one and equal to this physical reality, and to stop creating mind-energy patters which outflow into 'conditions' of the mind, which is inflicted upon the child as we abuse the mind-physical relationship - as has so clearly been seen within how many 'conditions' have already been labeled and are labeled on a daily basis.

I commit myself as parent to stop encouraging any and all addictive character/personalities within myself and my child, as I entertain myself through the value system I teach my child as I prepare them to become that part of me I never got to live/express/experience.

I commit myself as parent t observe and adjust the foods and activities that impulse my child to participate in, in realizing that the child most often simply copies behavior that the parent presents and if I educate myself in the functioning of the Body/Physical and what it requires - then I am able to best support my child.

I commit myself as parent to teach my child the value of Life and what the consequences are if we sabotage Life deliberately or by tacit agreement.

I commit myself to teach my child and myself how to build an effective equal and one relationship with this physical reality, so that none are abused or excluded for the benefit of one group.

I commit myself as the child to see, realize and understand my responsibility towards myself, in taking responsibility for what I experience and how I create these experiences

I commit myself as child to understand how this physical reality functions, and how to support myself equal and one to the physical reality, so that my existence here does not abuse other life forms.

I commit myself as child to understand the consequences of my actions, and to not blame energy or the mind, as in the end I am responsible for myself as I am the living word which becomes the living flesh, therefore to stop the cycles of the past generations which is becoming me as a 'condition', I have to take responsibility for stopping the cycles of the past and to purify me as I exist as the layers of the past generations, in what was accepted and allowed then.

I commit myself as parent and child to stop using the justifications of 'well what else can I do' or 'but this is my life', to excuse away the use of medication to avoid understanding how the quantum mind functions as all the previous moments I allowed decisions, which have now become me as the living flesh.

I commit myself as parent and child to stop using pictures, energetic reactions and backchat inner conversations to keep myself trapped in the excuses that justify why I do not need to stop my behaviors and addictions to energy which becomes ADHD and other 'conditions' of the human.

Day 20: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 4

This is a continuation from:  http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/06/day-19-international-crime-research.html


Research taken from: http://www.crime-research.org/articles/536/


USES OF CHILD PORNOGRAPHY

“Experts cite several reasons why individuals collect child pornography. U.S. Senate Report, supra note 7, at 10-12.
1. Arousal and gratification: Individuals use pornography to stimulate their sexual drive and to aid in sexual stimulation. Some may only fantasize and others may use it as a prelude to actual sexual activity with minors.”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use images of people, things or animals to stimulate myself sexually


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use images of people, things or animals to stimulate myself sexually, without realizing and understanding that in doing so I am creating an energetic entity within myself with which I have to keep participating to experience sexual gratification, instead of establishing effective sexual relationships with myself or a partner, which is established in self trust, intimacy and mutual respect for the expression of oneself in the physical.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disregard the physical body, it expression and the abuse that occurs in the world to each other and the innocence of children, we if secretly believe we can participate with these energetic entities created within the mind, which knows no limit as we have proven within how the human abuses life to entertain the mind.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to continue justifying why I get to participating in the generation of pictures within my mind until I am addicted to masturbating to these energies that overwhelm me, while refusing to see, realize and understand that the same energies that flow through, up and within me as the energies I claim to be addicted to and have no control over and must masturbate to – or else it will drive me to distraction and the inability to function property, are the energies existent within each and every other human who watched child pornography, rape pornography, bestiality and other forms of sex abuse – that I claim to separate myself from and judge the other for.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not consider for a moment the responsibility we all have as equals within this mess we have created, to go and explore how the mind really functions, to develop an effective self-honest understanding that the world is not facing the extent of sexual abuse, simply because satan is making people do it – but instead it is each one of us as the human participating together within what we accept and allow within ourselves – that contribute to the permission that is given equally to the world as it is.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make such statements as ‘child pornography must stop’ while refusing to see, realize and understand that I too have a responsibility then to look at my own secret mind behaviors and to clean myself equal and one to the child abuser, until NO-ONE abuses the physical to entertain the mind as energy.


I commit myself to stand as the physical support of myself, within sexuality, to no longer accept and allow myself to follow energy as addiction, but instead to establish effective touch and intimacy within myself towards myself and/or a partner – to no longer accept and allow judgments and fears to separate me from participating with the Physical Body.

“2. Validation and justification of pedophile behaviour: The paedophile uses pornography to convince him/her self that their behaviour or obsession is not abnormal, but is shared by thousand of other sensitive, intelligent and caring people.”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to consider my behavior within my addiction to pictures and to energy as normal, because all humans function the same way within sexuality, due to no human being self honesty about how the mind functions within the physical and how thus far that has always been the directive principle within sex, with no regard for how we abuse in the name of these beliefs.


I forgive myself as humanity for grouping together within the lie that has become sexual expression, and together to justify each other’s addictions and misuse of the physical for the purpose of individual sexual gratification.


I commit myself to learn how to work with the physical body, as this is the key to effective self-responsible sex, which will stop sexual abuse, because by indication – effective self-honest self-expression, free from addictions – is how we stop all physical abuse.

Day 1: What is my Journey?

As I walk my Journey to Life, I identify daily patterns, within which I exist as a pre-programed being, according to how my parents lived and how Society expects us as Humans to exist – where there is no or little regards for who we have really become. I have come to realize from myself that most of my experiences have been based on fear, survival, envy, competition, desire, addiction to energy etc. All of these patterns suppress the life within me and the Life within all living on this planet as we live to appease our current designs, instead of fully living without fear, without judgment, without being dependent on energy of the mind; for each to get to a point where we live here in our physical bodies, fully supportive of ourselves and each other as Life, not as Systematized beings, who live to survive.
By identifying my own patterns and applying self-forgiveness I clean the slate of what I have been, to align myself into a being that lives what is best for all life. The writings will consist of the identification of the pattern, the self-forgiveness and the commitment to and as self of change, to be spoken and lived as a self-directive principle of self.
This process will continue for a minimum of 7 years and no part of self-forgiveness will stand alone as it forms part of the whole as what we have accepted and must be read in the context of all the billions of patterns that requires self forgiveness and deletion and correction with effective life willed commitments.

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Do this for you as only you are responsible for you.

Understand that I do self-forgiveness here for all patterns regardless whether it form part of my immediate life. To expand to be equal to what is here in every way, one can only be so by actually becoming all the parts and placing yourself at the very least in a position that if you ever should encounter such point, you will be able to direct it in ways that are best for all life in response to the directive commitment you place. Self-forgiveness thus is the Giving to yourself within the context of a space time reality, the power, authority and responsibility and ability to walk and participate in every relationship that may ever exist as Life in every way with the effect and outcome as that which is best for all life.

If you are not ready yet to join is in this project, read the blogs from the many that are walking this for themselves till you are ready and then join us in the journey to life. – Only you can give you life that is best for all life.


I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to let go of all ideas which I adopted from my childhood, which have not serve me within what is best for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as all the parts that currently make up this world as the abomination that it is to it exists within me, as anger, spite, rage, jealousy, greed, desire, hate, secretiveness, abuse etc

If forgive myself for accepting and allowing the world to exist as it does, because I accepted myself as abused and not worthy of life.

I forgive myself for growing up accepting myself as less than what I can be and for accepting the world in this way as well.

I forgive myself for not taking self-responsibility for who I had become while judging the world for being a place I do not want to live in.

I forgive myself for judging others for their words and actions and for how they create the world, instead of realizing I am equally responsible for creating the world as it is and am therefore fully responsible for my words and deeds in every moment.

I forgive myself that I have not considered that if I place any person or thing above me as the directive principle of me, then I am creating myself as a slave to my world, instead of walking as the creator of my world in full self-responsibility within what is best for all

I forgive myself for disregarding what is best for all, simply to survive in this world and to feel save within the current world systems.

I commit myself to investigate myself and the effects of self-forgiveness as a commitment to myself
I commit myself to addressing my fears, judgments, behaviors and allowances, to find out who I am within what is best for all, and to find out and change that within my world which serves life as what is best for all.
I commit myself to consider that with taking self-responsibility through self-forgiveness i will in fact expand and become able to direct and be responsible for that which I currently belief is beyond my ability to direct.
I commit myself to become the image and likeness of life and to walk that which is best for all, in all ways.
I commit myself to honor all life in all its forms and through this I honor myself as well.
I commit myself to investigate my past, my patterns, my beliefs and how I function, to find the best way to live, here as the physical and to delete that within me which does not serve me as life