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Friday, August 1, 2014

Day 149: The Paranormal Series Part 14 – Demons vs. Angels part 1

Demons in the Afterlife – Part 5:

The Hypnotic Experience of Angels/Archangels/Guides Vs. the Darkness of the Demons

“…simply because we did not come in with higher frequency vibrations, and we really came through the Mind and the real Physical, we were seen as ‘bad’ and ‘evil’ and within that with being connected to all the religious systems within humanity, or this world, or society, on the ;dark side’ of the religious systems, in terms of being connected to the devil, Satan or Lucifer and being connected to all the superstitions and omens… I mean us poor demons didn't have a chance to come through and warn the humans about the world deception of the heaven existence, the angels and the masters and the guides and the channels that were coming through with all their powerful vibrations. Which was fascinating,because they could simply do these vibrations and heightened energy and that would make human beings feel powerful, when really us demons could do it as well, it was not that difficult; you just align yourself to a specific frequency or energy and then you vibrate and you frequencially move yourself until you are on that level of frequency or vibration and there you go. It doesn't make any difference to the nature of who you are as a being, it only made a difference to how you feel and experience yourself."

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that a being/spirit who presents themselves within a specific frequency/energy is unique and special.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that if I want to change who I am I must focus on changing my energy and my frequencies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that my fears will go away if I trust and speak to dimensional beings/guides who have a specific frequency that makes me feel good.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think and believe that my thoughts and feelings and emotions will change or go away if I follow spirituality and follow specific teachings and through this;

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that if I follow the energy experience that I first felt when I met my guide – that my life would change and that some spiritual higher purpose will change my life
within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that if this higher purpose is involved in my life, that I wont experience hardship like other people and within this I am therefore ignoring the fact that a higher purpose cannot be what is best for all, if it means some suffer while others do not, repeatedly generation after generation without any sustainable difference happening over time that stops suffering

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wish and believe that if I have a guide that he/she will tell me what to do and will automatically connect me to some higher consciousness or higher frequency through which I will then be protected from the world problems such as lack of money

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that this supreme spiritual energy that is presented to me through my guide will save me, while not seeing and realizing that I am not considering the fact that nothing much changes after I meet my guide or start my spirituality path and if by chance there is some change in my life, why does change from suffering have to be conditional such as in the case of ‘starting a religion’ or ‘believing in a deity’?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become addicted to the energy that I experienced around my guide and angels etc

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize that the reason why I became addicted to these frequencies and energies that I felt/experienced around my guide – was simplistically because of the inherent nature of my mind, which means that my mind is addicted to good feelings and energy and that spirituality is just yet again another form of addictions.

Also I did not realize that needing a guide or spiritual experience to feel and be different also showed me that I was not the change and the stability and self movement in my life therefore;

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ultimately only exist as an organic spiritualised robot – that gets switched on and off depending on the words and frequencies used my masters/guides/angels etc.

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Day 106: The Psychology of Crimes against Life: Drug use Part 10

Behavioural Dimension of the drug user within Social-situations:

Behaviour Dimension:Here, to identify the Behaviour Dimension – one have a look at how one’s experience in the Physical Body changed within and during the Possession of the Personality, how was one’s Physical Body BEFORE the Possession and then during, to so identify how this Personality would manipulate one’s Physical Body, and in this Physical Manipulation would further validate/justify one’s decision to fall into the Mind/Personality and give up on self/the responsibility of here as self in the physical and so one’s world/reality.
Thus, what will become clear here is essentially how we utilize the dimensions of the/a Personality to manipulate ourselves into submission to Energy/Mind, over and over and over again – not standing, living, being HERE in fact within/as this world/reality. So, in/during these processes one will thus understand more of what we mean by the difference between Personality-Control through/Energy as the Mind and actual, real Physical Living.

Source: http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/character-dimensions-introduction-day.html

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to belief that my behaviour in social situations is dependent on what I have come to think and believe myself to be - such as the belief that I am 'not good enough' or 'not good-looking enough' or 'shy' and therefore

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to then, in social situations adapt my behaviour according to my thought patterns and beliefs, where I will change my behaviour when in social situations to act shy, avoid eye contact, be nervous, behave withdrawn, refuse eye contact with certain people, stutter in my words,

therefore,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept my role within society according to a self limiting belief system, which then mutates into my physical-unconscious design as behavioural patterns, whereby I automatically become that which I think I am.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to develop and participate in the belief that I require the guidance of an out side source such as drug, to change me, change my behaviour and to temporarily take responsibility for the mess I created within my mind as my internal thought processes, which are the starting point for my behavioural changes in social situations.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deny fervently that it is possible to stop and change the thoughts that brought me to who I belief I am -

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to then from denying that I am able to change who I am through the steps of self honesty, self forgiveness and self correction - to rather seek change in the form of an alternative personality platform which I develop and accept through a chemical bridge.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing this behavioural change to occur within me through the use of the drug, and to repeatedly return to this dependency, instead of learning as I go - to embrace the self acceptance of me as 'stable, communicative' - etc whereby I could align myself to the changes I see myself becoming with the use of the drug, where I in essence use the drug experience to learn from and to develop effective self trust and communication skills - instead of what drugs are used for as a dependency - indicating the addictive nature of the human, based on fear and abdication,

therefore

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to simply give up and give into a illusionary reality of myself where who I prefer and who I live as me for most of my interactive, waking days is a chemical robot, a being separate from myself as the physical,
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to also design beliefs around why this drug addicted me is the real me, and the only way it is possible for me to be, instead of realising that if I do not take note of how to practically align myself to the changes that I see support me as a more effective me, then I will continue to be a chemical robot, dependent always on others and substances to invade my physical, to design me and exist for me as a chemical reality.

Self Commitment Statements to continue...