Day 69: International Crime Research: Serial Killers, Mass Murderers and Sociopaths Part 6

This blog is a continuation from:

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-64-international-crime-research.html#

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-65-international-crime-research.html

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-66-international-crime-research.html#

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/11/day-67-international-crime-research.html

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/11/day-68-international-crime-research.html

Background info: if ave not been walking the Crimes Journey to Life blogs since the beginning - please read the following blog where I explain the how and why I walk this series as 'Crime's Journey to Life':

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/day-8-international-crime-research-bi.html

The Serial Killer Mind:
The Case of Jeffrey Dahmer

My Self-Forgiveness will be based on the main points taken from the following article:

The Case of Jeffrey Dahmer: Sexual Serial Homicide from a Neuropsychiatric Developmental Perspective

Fantasies and Imagination

"The role of sexualized fantasies appears to be important in JD’s development as a serial killer because from an early age he was already internally preoccupied with bodies and body parts and later with their sexual nature, a finding that is consistent with previous investigators who think that pervasive fantasy formation has a decisive role with sexual crimes by both adult and adolescent perpetrators. The advantage of the AD (Asperger’s disorder) paradigm lies in that it provides a better explanation regarding the origin of sexual fantasy as an antecedent in serial killing behavior, namely that intrinsically AD tends to promote isolation, resulting in a relative inability to test fantasy formation against the backdrop of the surrounding social world.This pervasive mental isolation may place some AD adolescents at significant risk for developing idiosyncratic and violent fantasies that, unchecked by external social controls, can lead to homicidal ideas and actions. The violent behaviors and other antisocial activities displayed by children with features of AD appear to be more closely related to their fantasy life than to adverse environmental circumstances.

The identification of AD as a decisive factor in the genesis of sexual serial homicide in the JD case may well represent a psychiatrically, criminologically, and biologically relevant paradigm of substantial heuristic and practical value because it may provide a unifying explanation of sexual serial killing behaviors that integrate neuropsychiatric, behavioral, and developmental levels of organization for at least a subset of sexual serial killers. Arguably, the foremost advantage of the proposed pervasive developmental disorder paradigm for serial sexual killing behavior is that it may provide a central insight into the specific psychological causes for serial killing in association with specific underlying neurobiological events.  

In contrast, most typologies for the causation of serial killing behavior strongly rely on sexual motives as well as a need by the perpetrator to control the victims. Egger addresses this issue when he states, “It may simply be (as the author is beginning to believe) that the serial killer’s search to gain control over his or her own life by violence and sex and to control and dominate others is the central and causal factor in the development of the serial killer”."

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist in a sexual-fantasy world, where what I participate in, with regards to sexual-interactions has nothing to do with reality, but merely exists as moments in time as pictures, programmed into my imagination, for my own personal use.

I commit myself to stop using fantasies, which take me away from my physical body and this physical existence, where 'I' am responsible for myself, as my words and deeds.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use the excuse that 'my imagination is harmless' or 'my imagination exists within me therefore it cannot be wrong' - without ever stopping to consider that all parts of the external world already exists within me as my mind-reality - and this I am able to prove by noting down all thoughts I have had throughout my life and asking others to do the same, therefore

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be 'ok' with the external imagination reality, where we manifest into physical actions that which happens firstly within the mind of each human - where we have until now not realized and considered how the external happens because we as the human make it happen through speaking and acting out what happens firstly - 'in the mind'

Therefore I realize and forgive myself for accepting and allowing a fantasy reality to exist within me, where I get to live out the rapist, the abuser, the harmer, the angry one, the jealous one, the vengeful one etc - but judge others who take these same thoughts we as humanity have all given permission to, and live it into physical action.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist in a world where I judge others who physically act out or speak out their fantasies, where I would rather have such a person cling onto immense self control by being like me - where I contain the fantasies in my mind without acting on it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create this inner demonic reality, where i know that in my thoughts I have told myself and 'spoken to others' about controlling our human urges and not acting on them - whereas I realize that this is deception, because it indicates that we are still the abusers, but do so through imagining the acts, which still allow us to experience the energetic release of 'performing the acts in our mind'

therefore,

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize and understand that whether I am physically acting out the fantasies or whether I am doing it in my mind -it is all about the energy that is generated as the act is fulfilled, where I feel that rush of energy move through my body, leaving me feeling 'satisfied.'

therefore

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deny all this time, that I had been abusing others in my mind and for not even seeing that I was doing this, yet judging all along, those who get the energetic experience from doing it physically.

I commit myself to show how energy is the reason why we act physically and participate in thoughts and deeds - and that the starting point of participating in the internal conversations is and has always been about the experience of energy - therefore

I commit myself to show how the inner working of the mind merely exist as one aspect of this physically manifested reality - and is most certainly not separate from this physical reality - because all abuse that happens externally, in the world happens inside first - as a person first makes a decision before acting - therefore

I commit myself to show how the person who acts out their decisions are no different than the person who role plays the scenario in their mind - to in the end follow the scenario through to conclusion which is the energetic release or experience of the energy.

Therefore I commit myself to show that as a being who exists within a physical body within a mind - we are all, always subject to firstly thinking about what we want to do, which involves various 'dimensions' such as pictures, memories, internal conversations and motivations such as fear - then for those who are confident enough or find themselves 'pushed to the edge' within the mind where they becomes possessed within the energy build up - will find themselves acting on the above mentioned mind-aspects.

Therefore I commit myself to share how each are able to stop the abusive nature that the human has become, by clearing out the mind-clutter as systems of thinking that we have developed that grasp moments and turn them into full on battalions of mental action, where we survive against others and situation within the mind - based always on fears and desires - which is self-interest.

I commit myself, when as as I find myself building this scenario in my mind called thinking or back-chatting - to stop, breathe and realize I am now creating myself into and as an abuser and that the solution is always to look clearly at common sense, practical, self honest solutions to situations - that can be used by all, equally as it serves always what is best for all.

Day 38: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 23

This is a continuation from:

http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/08/day-37-international-crime-research.html



Please refer to: Day 24: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 8 for background information, on how and why I will be walking the characters of Criminals/Offenders.



To recap: the following blog is written from the perspective of familiarizing myself one and equal with the mind, character and personality of someone who watches/consumes child pornography. By walking equal to the mind of the user, I am able to draw from it, the contributing factors from the initial thought to the decision that is made to watch child pornography and how the mind is further fueled through backchat and behaviors, until in time, the characteristic is defined and directs the being into action, through an accumulation of memories, thoughts and experiences. What follows is specific self-forgiveness on the characteristics within the write-up.



This blog continues with the character design perspective of Society and Family in relation to Child Pornography.

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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as parent to teach my child that it is alright to find ways to divert my anger by projecting it into moments of temper tantrums and violence onto objects, things, animals etc



In this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that it is natural for me as parent to allow a child to accept that one can use your environment to deal with mind possessions and emotional states, which one will develop into its ultimate form into adulthood – and that it is consequently alright then – to project ones anger and frustration onto what is here, which are usually the life forms that cannot defend themselves.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as a parent to encourage the development of the ego and emotional states like rage and jealousy and comparison, by encouraging children for example to play sports and to turn that into the massive abuse of the physical that it has become today – where it becomes about the exercising of mind possession and no longer in anyway whatsoever exists as a form of physical expression, equal and one to what the physical is within its own movement and structural design.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hide my sexual agendas and secret desire far away in my mind, where I can use them within fantasizing and masturbation – while denying that I have these secret desires – therefore manifesting a separate compartment in the mind where secrets are hidden – which through my own guilt of participation – I will judge others who do the same – while not realizing that the mind as I have allowed it exists the same for all – and that if I don’t bother taking responsibility for my thoughts – then a person like a pedophile is not going to bother either.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself when I react in shock to what pedophiles do in their mind, to create an energetic charge through the acceptance within myself of ignoring secrets instead of directing them, as I have found I have done within my own mind. This energetic charge I programmed into the physical – to ‘come up’ in moments where I judge others acting out their fantasies – where the charge will bring up the programmed thoughts, backchats, and reactions into physical responses wherein I will deny, judge, condemn, attack etc – all to not have to face my own inner realities but to focus my attention on aligning others to my morality and ideas.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to generate energy through these secret fantasies within the mind due to the hidden nature of them, through which I react sexually – allowing myself in the end to accept my own sexuality as a manifestation of hidden suppressed desires – but will judge this in another person – not realizing that the sex and masturbation system as it exist within me – where if at any given time I give permission to information movements that trigger sexual reactions – are in fact the same sexual fantasy systems that exist in all abusers.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as society to label these secret sexual fantasies according to acceptance, where in society the characters that abuse sexuality through cheating, hidden desires, pornography, infidelity, nymphomania, promiscuity etc – are accepted because all god fearing people direct their sexuality according to these categories and sub-categories.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to label other sexual preferences as unacceptable in society because if it happens to my child, then it is unacceptable – but if we can create dividing lines between the harm that is really existent in reality for all to see and the secret fantasies most people participate in – then as a society we accept that we will all continue branding some actions/behaviors/fantasies as taboo – while others, even though frowned upon – are actually an acceptable part of society – so much so that wives and woman will become the very sexual symbols in society that fuel the exact system in men that direct them into sexual abuse through acting on fantasies first in the mind and then through action.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept my role within these sexual accepted forms of self abuse, in which I have decided as woman a long time ago that I will rather swim than sink, meaning if I also want to get married and be seen as attractive – whereby I will bag a man that can provide for me and provide stable DNA for my character offspring – then I too even though I can see how harmful it is if I stop for a moment and become self honest – but I will rather adjust myself through pretty things and appearances – to also follow the norm and not upset the applecart – because in the end my mind’s survival is after all also on the line here – and I cannot handle being told I am ugly and never catch a man – thus continuing my character offspring (offspring).



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condemn people who abuse children or woman sexually – while never considering how society creates condemnation within specific categories, while allowing other deeds or actions such as war, famine, starvation, corruption, discrimination, poverty, minimum wages, withholding of basic human rights as food, water, housing, abuse, etc.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing this categorization of abuse to exist whereby the politicians and governments have already predetermined through religion and morality which human actions/deeds/characteristics are acceptable for the survival of the rich and powerful – while condemning other actions/characteristics –and as society my focus is then led to believing I should accept some forms of abuse while condemning others. Why is it for example that child abuse and child abusers are classified as the ‘lowest of scum’, while politicians and governments who for example made the laws according to capitalism that you cannot eat if you do not have a piece of paper called money – are called heroes and ‘doing the right thing?



Therefore I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be distracted by these crimes such as child abuse and the emotional reactions people have to them – so that I do not have to really look at the crimes against life that happen every day, every second that support me to be able to eat and have my basic needs.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to play the character in this world of emotional reactive to child pornography while not standing up for all life and insisting on a change in leadership which will stop ALL abuse, not just the ones I have been pre-programmed to react to emotionally.



I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to stand up for ALL LIFE, equally within Oneness and Equality – seeing, realizing and understanding for myself that all abuse is happening at the same time, because we are all allowing characters of the mind to direct who we are and what we become. Therefore I realize that even though there are different dimensions, as I have illustrated above to the child porn issue be it from a religious aspect, family aspect, political aspect or societal aspect = what is clear to me is that if I loose focus on what is going on in the world as the abuse and atrocities that exist so that I may live a comfortable life – while crying over child abuse – then it is not a blessing I am bestowing upon the planet calling myself a caring, companionate, good human being. I am in fact part of the problem, but realize as I have indicated through walking the mind-timelines in all the previous blogs – that the answer is not out there in religion spirituality, philosophy etc – it is and begins with me and within me – me addressing the characters and the beginning of the designing of characters within me, due to the nature of myself as self-interest. Therefore to not address the basic character designs of the human pre-programmed tendencies that exist in ALL humans – means that we will not be able to sort out the more ‘complex’ character designs such as the child abuser.



What I have shown for example in all previous blogs, is how one can walk an end result backwards in time – one can identify the major points, write them down, and apply self forgiveness within pecificity until one stop each and every character point which glues together with the other points to in the end create a ‘character’. So, in the global aspect of child abuse, specifically child pornography – realize that I am in no way ‘downplaying’ the reality of child abuse or how lives are affected by it. What I am showing in the basic self forgiveness done within this blog on points that we as society who ‘observe and judge these character manifestations from ‘afar’ – is that our reaction/response to what is happening in the world has not been equal and one to the reality of what is really going on. If this were so – then the billions of beings with voting rights, would by now have realized how we can change the world just by no longer voting for the same bulshit political parties. If we insist on a new economic system that honors all Life instead of how we can prosper within capitalism – and we ALL do this –then things will have to change. If we no longer accept and allow addictions within ourselves for example – and become self-honest, self responsible human beings – then we will see things changing.



So – to sit and watch – while not seeing reality but only reacting emotionally to one or two forms of abuse – is yet again a character design. To continue accepting the same inner realities that are the same in design as that of an abuser – is a character design. To continue supporting the world systems, that are not self honest and are motivated by greed and the empowerment of a few over others – is a character design. To claim one is not doing this while you for yourself are able to use basic math’s to see what all of society is doing – is a character designs. In the end we call this ‘the joys of being human’ – the choice to not see, realize, understand and act in what is best for all – is apparently a right for ones life time as these abuses are ‘not ones fault’ and is ‘someone else’s fault’ and does not exist in you so it is not your responsibility. The purpose of this blog, as I walk self-forgiveness, is as a mentioned, to show how one is able to see the equality and oneness of all humans within how we all design characters – and how characters from sexual addiction to watching child pornography – exists within all as a system design as the Mind equally existent within all.



Another perspective as a character of the ‘judgmental, powerless human’ – is to observe – next time we judge an abuser – lets first see if we can judge a child pornographer for not for example ‘knowing and understanding ‘ that it is ‘wrong’ to abuse children and for not doing ‘everything in his/her power to stop themselves to not abuse… while all the while we as humanity realize the immense suffering done onto Life on this planet, simply so that we can live as the Elite with food in our bellies and a car in the driveway. Why is it that no human says ‘if my comfortability’ and ‘individuality’ means the suffering and acceptance of abuse of millions of other beings – then I do not accept and allow my role as the character within it all. I change ALL abuse – not just the ones I have been programmed to react emotionally to. Therefore all abuse requires our attention. Some you will be directly aware of – as I mentioned due to how we are mind controlled and programmed to respond only to certain abusive situations – while funnily enough, when you talk to people about certain other forms of abuse – they will fight and argue that the abuse is justified or doesn’t really exist or is gods pan for humanity.



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Further Reading/Viewing Support:

The Holy Spirit is within me

The Devil is within me! or is it the Holy Spirit?

Predators of Capitalism

Humanity is One Body, One Life

Day 17: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 1

The following excerpts which I have used, as a research basis from which to walk the point of Self-Forgiveness, is taken from:


http://www.crime-research.org/articles/536/



Please note that I am not disputing or validating the research findings or opinions of the author(s), researchers or website developers. I am taking the research presented on Crime related topics and using it as a platform from which to support myself through self-forgiveness, to stop the patterns existent within myself, through which myself and humanity have given permission to and designed ‘Crime’ as it exists today. I will also indicate within my self-forgiveness statements the connection between how we as humanity have stopped honoring life and have allowed the existing system and the existence of crime as an outflow of the abuse of life and the fear of survival (money).



This paper was prepared as a working document for the World Congress against Commercial Sexual Exploitation of Children by Margaret A Healy for ECPAT.

THE DEFINITION OF CHILD PORNOGRAPHY

“Child pornography is a problem of international proportion. The global community has recognized that children are at risk from those who engage in the production, exhibition, distribution, and consumption of child pornography and that children can suffer serious negative effects as a result of pornographic exploitation. The United Nations Convention on the Rights of the Child ("UNCRC"), which has been ratified by an overwhelming majority of the nations of the world, identifies child pornography as a violation against children and requires that nations who are parties to the convention take measures to prevent the exploitative use of children in pornographic materials. Despite the notable efforts of many nations, child pornography remains a serious issue.”

CHALLENGES TO THE STUDY OF CHILD PORNOGRAPHY

“Challenges to any study of international child pornography include: 1) the lack of any uniform definition of what child pornography entails; 2) lack of data regarding the production and distribution of child pornography in many parts of the world, particularly Africa and Latin America; and 3) shifting global patterns of production and consumption of child pornography.


Furthermore, the development of home video equipment and computer technology has revolutionized the international production and distribution of child pornography. Rapidly expanding international access to increasingly inexpensive technology has transformed child pornography into a sophisticated cottage industry. Computer alteration of images and the potential for creating computer generated pornography pose formidable challenges for courts and law enforcement officials throughout the world.”





I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the production, exhibition, distribution, and consumption of child pornography.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stand by and watch as people produce, exhibit, distribute and consume child pornography, while still insisting that our governments do what is best for all and have the ability to govern a country according to ‘what is best for all.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing child pornography to exist, especially regarding the vastness of the problem, while at the same time claiming that religions have any say in this world and that God takes care of humanity.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to support governments, who have the power to stop child pornography if that is what they wanted to do, and instead of doing so they proclaim that there are obstacles to them stopping child pornography, which only means that they ALLOW child pornography to exist, because of it’s profit value.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see, understand and realize that pornography exists and continues to be allowed in this world because it forms part of the current economic system and this is the only reason why politicians and law enforcements claim to want to ‘do something about it’ – bit internationally and collectively do nothing about it.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing child pornography to exist in a world where governments are supposedly, collectively at all times as the principle from which they function, suppose to stop child pornography as they absolutely have the power and ability to do so, but choose to use child pornography for profit, while lying to the faces of the public that ‘the problem is beyond their control’.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as the public to stand by and watch as the governments lie to protect capitalism, which is what they are protecting when they claim to not be able to stop child pornography.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as a member of the public to choose each and every day to allow child pornography to continue, each time I validate the existence of the current capitalistic system as well as the current societal value systems, religions and governments. I realize that even though it appears as if these ‘entities’ exist for the betterment of man – why is it then that they have no say actually in doing what requires to be done to bring about a world that is best for all?



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abuse individuality, human rights and freedom of speech - where I have placed all of those principles as my rights above the rights of the beings that are abused in the world – where I insist that I want to keep my freedom of expression, thus allowing child pornography to go unchanged on the internet under the banner of ‘individual freedom’.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself and others to abuse the term ‘freedom of the individual’, while not realizing that for us to stop child pornography we have to firstly take self responsibility for ourselves and then take responsibility for those who are not self responsible and harming life – by doing whatever is necessary to stop the abuse – even if it means for a while clamping down on groups that abuse life on the internet and closing them down – utilising the principle of ‘my rights and freedom do not impede on the rights and freedom of another.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing society to continue abusing Life, under the lie that ‘we cannot stop people from doing what they are doing because that would infringe on people’s rights to freedom of expression.’



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rather appease the rights of humans to express themselves, than realize that this freedom is used to abuse the freedom of others, and that this atrocity is protected in the name of money – by all who protect the right to abuse – which is currently what it means to have a right to express freely.



I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that the ‘nations who are parties to the convention that should take measures to prevent the exploitative use of children in pornographic materials” only serves as a basic minimum requirement to keep the public satisfied so that politicians and those in power may continue to have an influence on the public and to remain in power.





I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that if I allow officials, politicians and those with ‘power’ to continue only doing the basic minimum requirements to prevent and stop pornography – while my vote makes a difference (and then all individuals collectively vote for change) – then I am responsible for the continuation of child pornography – as I am the one that agreed to governments and politics and and I am the one who’s support they require to keep deceiving people.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe in governments and politician, while before my eyes I see, realize and understand using basic common sense, that they DO NOT use their power and resources to establish a world that is best for all – but instead they protect and maintain capitalism – by allowing such atrocities such as child pornography. At the same time politicians and leaders will support religion because they realize and understand that this is how one keeps the masses dulled through the possession of the god-spirit as the invincible force that keeps people feeling that all is ok – in a world of absolute abuse, while also maintaining that god’s plan includes this abuse so that humans can ‘learn’. This level of brainwashing is used by politicians to keep humans dumb and for humans to think and believe that firstly there must be someone who will eventually come down and save us and that as part of gods bigger plan, surely the politicians who were chosen by man to rule man – are doing what is best for all. Therefore:



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be brainwashed by politicians through pictures on tv and religious symbols and words, to keep me docile and hoping that there is a bigger reason behind why children are molested for profit.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to keep professing that some form of religion explains to me why child pornography is acceptable or why it is beyond my understanding or why I should separate myself from it through religious and spiritual practices like prayer, services and going to church.



I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, understand and realize that unless I change the current economic system, instead of myself supporting its survival despite the evidence of the abuse that is being allowed in the name of profit and greed – that the governments, politicians and nation leaders – WILL NOT stop child pornography because it serves as income and profit for so many – who within the Capitalistic system are now dependent on the money for survival.



Self-Commitment Statements:



I commit myself to show that profit driven greed is the motivation behind why corruption exists within politics and why this has become the reason behind why all governments pretend to not have the ability to stop child pornography



I commit myself to show that the human has become dulled and numb to the existence of child pornography, due to the fact that we believe we are incapable of changing the system and due to the fact that people fear loosing their freedom of expression, which is the breeding ground for self dishonesty, if freedom of expression is curbed or questioned for those who abuse life.



I commit myself to show that the money system exists purely based on the greed of the individual and that is why child pornography continues to be allowed- because people know that is they want to stop child pornography – they will have to change the contributing factors to it which is greed – which means changing how we all value and participate in the money system.



I commit myself to show how the human has become brainwashed in all ways – and that child pornography will continue to be allowed while the human professes godly love and human values – although the evidence clearly shows that there is an immense problems with how we value lifee and how we carry on accepting abuse in our world.



I commit myself to show that a new economic system is required, one that honors life and will by principle stop child abuse as it will stop greed motivated actions and will hold all beings responsible for the decisions that are made – as will commit to living in self responsibility and self honesty as what is best for all.







Source:



Margarat, H. (2004, August 2). Child pornography: an international perspective. Computer Crime Research Center. Retrieved 21 June 2012 from http://www.crime-research.org/articles/536/
Furthermore, the development of home video equipment and computer technology has revolutionized the international production and distribution of child pornography. Rapidly expanding international access to increasingly inexpensive technology has transformed child pornography into a sophisticated cottage industry. Computer alteration of images and the potential for creating computer generated pornography pose formidable challenges for courts and law enforcement officials throughout the world.”

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Day 5: South African Crime Research - Radical changes made to rape laws

The University of South Africa’s Criminology and Security Sciences Study guide (2012) – refers to a new legislation that will change how rape cases are prosecuted in South Africa. Through changes to the rape laws, the following factors will help prevent secondary victimization within rape cases:

1.       The rape victim’s sexual history may no longer be taken into account, which will prevent the victim from being seen in a prejudiced light.

2.       The fact that the victim had a promiscuous sexual history does not mean that the perpetrator is entitles to rape her.

3.       An apparent lack of physical injury may no longer be used as an excuse for the offender or as a sign that the victim was not in fact injured (not fighting might have saved her life). 

4.       The fact that there was a relationship between the rapist and the victim does not excuse the rape or imply that she consented to the act.

5.       The bill also counteracts duplication and delays, since victims will not have to repeat their testimony (secondary victimization).

6.       The bill seeks to expediate the finalization of serious criminal cases, especially those of a violent nature, to punish the perpetrator of serious offenses appropriately and to prevent the secondary victimization of complainants.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing rape to exist in this world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing rape to exist in this world due to the value that has been given to sex and pictures.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give value to sex and masturbation to such an extent that I will sometimes be overwhelmed by the energy until it directs me into action, just like the energy of a rapist that is moved and possessed by energy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the justification of ‘but sex and masturbation is nothing like raping someone’ to exist within my mind, through which I will secretly continue fantasizing over pictures and other beings, hoping to have sexual relations with them and with the people in porn movies until the entity I create possesses me and directs me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the existence of porn movies, due to my inability to effectively express myself here in my physical body with another physical body, without requiring stimulus and the hidden meanings within my secret mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to turn sex into something disgusting based on dominance and the energy of fear, repulsion, erotica, arousal, through which I have tacitly agreed to the existence of the energy of the rapist within my mind and within society.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear sexually as the expression of myself, to such an extent that I have to turn sex into a perversion, through which I have agreed to all the countless forms of sexual abuse that is happening in the world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the idea that if a woman was dressed provocatively, she deserved to be raped.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing any pictures and ideas in my mind linked to rape, which causes and has caused me to get sexually aroused.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wait for governments to ‘do something about rape’ instead of me taking direct self-responsibility for rape in this world as parts of it exists within me as my mind, as pictures linked to desires.

I commit myself to stopping any and all forms of sexual abuse within myself towards myself and towards another

I commit myself to stopping the apparent need for governments to stop abuse in my world, by observing myself within who I have become to see how I am living out the designs of abuse within myself.

I commit myself to stopping sexual fantasies and secret mind desires – and to learn to effectively direct myself here in my physical body

I commit myself to self-honest self-expression within sex and to stop any form of sexual abuse within my relationship/agreement.

I commit myself to develop effective communication within myself about what I am experiencing and to direct my experiences in the breath, through self-honesty and common sense, to stop the energy entity build ups, which lead to eventual abuse in my life and this world, as what others will also come to accept as ‘sex’.

I commit myself to stop any and all forms of sexual abuse through the media and the acceptance of sexuality as it currently exists today.

I commit myself in stopping patterns of sexuality in which I exist that are not what is best for all.