Day 46: International Crime Research: Education Fraud Part 8 – the Recession and the Consumer Part 4

 This Blog is a Continuation on: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/day-45-international-crime-research.html

Please see the previous Blogs on the Education Fraud, to understand the Context of ‘The Recession and Consumer’ Blogs: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/day-39-international-crime-research.html

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing thoughts to exist in my mind, that allow me to see the direct consequences of my participation in Capitalism and the consequences Capitalism has on the world, other people, the resources, the planet an nature – and to think it al better.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe in a Devil, Satan, Lucifer as a being that deceives through existing as a dark intention and dark thoughts with the sole purpose of evil and destruction – while not realizing that my own mind exists within the same principles I have condemned this ‘dark force to’ – wherein I see and understand that I exist daily in thoughts that allow me to continue participating in a world system that abuses life – while cleverly using my thoughts to deceive myself into being ok with the destruction I cause as a human.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that in a way I am even worse that the ‘devil’ I create and then so easily judge, because I am the devil that pretends to not be the devil and have convinced myself that I am not the devil, while destroying my world according to my own principles of what it means to be a devil, while like a schizophrenic devil loosing the ability to know that I and my fellow humans are the only ones here doing this. The trap we as humans have set for ourselves is to ignorantly continue making excuses for ourselves.

Therefore by looking at this one simple example of how the human avoids self responsibility – we can look at how the human uses any form of justification and excuse to avoid direct responsibility for our creation

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself when I see images and news reports of the consequences of Capitalism on the world, the resources, nature and other people – to within my mind immediately use thoughts and backchat around ‘I am surely not responsible’ and ‘but were we not created to enjoy our lives’ or ‘but a god will take care of this’ or ‘those people unfortunately have to serve the rest of us’ – whereby I have deliberately created an entire filing system of justification, pictures, excuses, beliefs, fears and ideas – that I will use and access in any given moment should I be faced with the reality of what the human as myself have become.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use this filing system of deliberate deception, to excuse away my role in the abuse of this world and to always convenient have a name of a group available within my mind that are really responsible for the abuse.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as the other group to blame the consumer – using the excuse of ‘humans needs’ and happiness’ and survival of the fittest’ and if we don’t, someone else will’ to manipulate the psyche of the schizophrenic devil consumer into accessing all sorts of inner battled with energies – knowingly -  because I have researched the consumer Mind for a long time and am thus steps ahead of the human. Therefore realizing this we can see that even when the human becomes aware of our own enslavement and we start seeing rebellion, uprisings and ‘occupying wall streets’ – those who control money have already for the last generation manipulated the consumer into more debt and financial responsibilities –to ensure that the pockets of those with money will always flow over, while the conspiracy theorist and ‘enlightened’ humans will be trapped either way – because those with money have already ensured that no matter what, in this system the human cannot move, eat, sleep or be without having to pay for it. So even if we rebel and yell and make websites about how corrupt the governments are and how screwed up the system is – if we do not see, realize and understand that we are currently at all times, in anyway a consumer within this world and that everything we do costs money or enslaves another group further into debt – so that even the rebellious ones can chant on street corners –as long as we do not see the balancing act within the system and the control we are all under together, collectively as the human – where we change ourselves the consumer controlled through the Mind – we will never stop the level of abuse that is existent today – no matter how many religious groups, philosophers, new agers, conspiracy theorists there are – as long as we accept the old system of Capitalism to continue existing with the starting point of the human that got us here in the first place – nothing changes. This has been proven throughout history – do your research and see that no charity, no religion, no organization, or culture has made any difference to what is happening in this world.

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I commit myself to show each humans, that of we stand together within what is Best for All, we can and will change what is here.

I commit myself to show that the system we have in place now, even though is it trusted by humans through fear of loss, is not the best solution and that this is clearly seen of one watches exactly what happens in the world daily in peoples lives as the consequences of what we create compounds into worse and worst situations.

I commit myself to show that there was no God that created us to Live the way we do and that to proclaim a God directs what happens here – indicates not only that your God is Evil, but that you Evil for wanting to subject the future generations to the Lie hidden behind an evil god – and that we will knowingly do this to our children and their children to come – where we lie and deceive to hold onto the pleasures of having control over money now – no matter what the actual real time consequences will be for our children.

I commit myself to show that there is Life beyond being consumed as a consumer, and that we are all able to Life here on this planet within self expression – without having to directly cause immense suffering to the planet, nature, beings – whereby we seek only personal happiness over the lives of many.

Day 44: International Crime Research: Education Fraud Part 6 – the Recession and the Consumer Part 2

This is a continuation from: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/day-43-international-crime-research.html#

 Self-Forgiveness on the Recession and the Consumer continued:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe through the advent of religion and culture that I am here as God’s precious creation and that as a precious individual I have the right to consume to my hearths content and that due to this ignorance,  I proclaim to exist within – I will continue to ignore my part in what is happening in the world, as the Elite impulse me to buy more based on my energetic Mind Possessions, while I believe that it is God and the existence of freedom which is simply providing for me – similar to how the spiritualists proclaim that ‘the universe provides’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place myself out there as an idea as a spiritual body, a traveler of sorts that I am to vague and mystic for me to grasp and through this allowance of spiritualizing the human, I have abdicated the sole directorship of myself – thus requiring materialism and consumerism to complete me as I buy my happiness and create a life and world for myself and others where we are all subject to this experience of completeness through consumption and the gaining of meaning through happiness through what one obtains and experiences aquired – which always costs money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to glamourize consumerism as I link it to the ultimate spiritual experience, and through this we all as humanity have agreed that no matter what the price, Capitalism can never be removed or replaced – because to withhold this dire instinct to buy and consume as much as one can is almost like asking a human to kill itself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that life on this planet is about ‘experience’ and in the current world we have created as the system- everything one wants to do or experience costs money – and the more we give permission to the existence of Money and the ultimate ‘happiness’ as the highest joy one can know – the more people will place a price on ‘happiness’. In the end all experience will be charged, not just what we pay for now – therefore:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as consumer and user to desire happiness through what money can buy so much, that I have failed to realize that the more I give value to money and what it can buy as the experience it generates within me, the more I am giving permission to the existence of greed and the more I am giving permission to those who control money and the production of goods and the making of laws to implement more regulations and laws where one has to pay for things and pay more for things – feeding the same cycle of greed I myself am trapped within.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to pretend to not understand that I and the previous and the future generations are in fact trapped in cycles of Debt – to that which has been done and decided before us – and that by proclaiming that suffering and abuse happens out there to ‘others’ and ‘ is not my responsibility’ means that my children and their children will be the ones who will be thrown in deeper debt to pay for the greed of the money-future – that I have created now as my part as the possessed, self indulged consumer.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ignore the future, which is unfolding each day in the news and around me in my city and environment – whereby I am distancing myself from all that happens by creating information within my mind as a knowledge base that I can access as thoughts – which allow my in any moment – to readily justify why it is not me that plays a role in how the earth, people, nature and the animals are being abused more and more in the name of Capitalistic Greed – and that it is not me as consumer that sets the daily trend as the mind that participates – even though t is a knows fact that the Psychology of the Human Mind is used by and through sales and marketing people to design new, better ways to trap the consumer into buying more.