Friday, July 11, 2014

Day 148: Living by the principle of what is best for all part 2


Day 143: From Criminal to Principled Living
Day 144: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 1
Day 145: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 2

This blog is a continuation from:
Day 147: Living by the principle of what is best for all part 1

“At times I fought the world system, where the ‘darker’ character in me would come out and fight and cuss and blame ‘society’ and religion and my parents etc, blaming everyone for my locked in feeling where I wanted to just be left alone to do my own thing, but was always being contained by either a lack of money or societies rules. Then I would give into the perceived pressure, and realize that to survive in this world I had to work and to survive, so within this I ‘chose’ to follow an interest which was healing and the art of understanding the metaphysics of the human mind and body and how energy worked. So I studied Kinesiology, Reiki and Energy healing, but all the while I felt constantly overwhelmed by depression – something that I inherited from my father, but which also existed as part of my pre-programmed design to give up on myself and exist in conflict my entire life…”
So years ago as I mentioned in my previous blog, I started on a very superficial level, becoming aware of what people were doing/experiencing, and what Society was doing that I could see was not what is best for everyone. I could see that something was wrong with the money system, with the rules and values of society as being in contradiction to itself  and how religion and family values were for example based on avoiding fear and supporting class, and entitlement. What I did not understand at the time, but started investigating once I joined Desteni, was who I was as equal within what I saw in others.

So after joining Desteni, I worked with myself for a long time, investigating my own pre-programmed designs and my genetically inherited traits, which I accepted as who I was, therefore defining and limiting myself into a being whom I knew for years was stuck and afraid and angry. I did not know how to assist myself – but it was in this questioning that I ended up asking the questions that got me here. In this blog – if you have read my previous blogs – you will notice that the direction I have been taking with exploring the mind of the criminal has always been to not separate criminals from ‘normal people’ as we would be so presumptuous to call ourselves, but to draw the parallels within the Designs that exist in ALL humans to varying degrees.

serial_killers_bannerFor example I would draw a parallel between the consciousness Psyche and Design that exists within the Serial killer as someone who’s design is focussed around specific patterns of possession, anger, fear, desire for control and desire for power etc. Then I look at these same design points that exist within myself and ‘humanity as a whole’  - and how we exist in society supporting each other’s designs, to the extent that we will continue to justify why it is ok for us to have people harming each other, without really at any point stepping in and stopping any and all forms of abuse – even through to political, family, religious and societal levels. Therefore I explore how we all allow each others to get away with harming and abusing because if I allow you to do what you want, you will do the same for me. And that is the biggest resistance that people face when reading or hearing the words in the principle of ‘Living by the Principle of what is best for all – guiding me in thought, word and deed to always in all ways direct problems to the best possible outcome for all’.

That is why one will find that the thoughts that come up inside oneself is always ‘why should I change what I think, what I believe,what I do, what I allow inside myself and in my external world – others don't do it’ or ‘but I am also just trying to enjoy my life’ or ‘but this is how god made me’... That is why in all societies we only draw a line on abusing if lives are lost or a ‘law is broken’ and laws are designed only to stop the obvious crimes – however the same type of crime could happen in a family environment – but as a society we continue to exist around each others lives – where behind closed doors abuse of all forms continues to exist. Most forms of abuse are not even seen as ‘abuse’ it is seen as the right of the parent, the right of the politician, the right of the police or law maker, the right of the land owner, the right of the business owner, the right of the capitalist, the right of the child, mother, father, priest, friend, husband, wife, individual etc. ‘Freedom of choice’ is always used as the statement that is supposed to end all arguments/perspectives against our individual lack of self responsibility – why our internal worlds do not require cleaning, because it is our right to freedom of expression what is within.

In Psychology we touch on some of these practices that are actually realized as not being what is best for us such as ‘condemning someone because of a different belief system, bullying a child because they wont accept the same religion as the parent, victimising someone in the community for being gay/lesbian, attacking someone's character online because of their hairstyle or life style preference, society victimising/targeting a minority group which stir reactions and fears due to their different way of living. These are but a hand full of examples among millions of events that happen every day in millions of house holds and communities all over the world. Where people are enforcing their personal belief systems, ideologies, values and ways of thinking onto others and for most of these situations as I mentioned above – they are seen as justifiable by the rest of society under the banner of ‘protecting society’ or ‘your family’ or ‘your way of living’.
to be continued…

For more information and research on the current capitalistic System please read the following blog:  http://livingincome.me/

Day 147: Living by the principle of what is best for all part 1


Day 143: From Criminal to Principled Living
Day 144: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 1
Day 145: Realising and Living my utmost potential part 2

Now I walk the second Principle in the ‘From Criminal to Principled Living Series’:

2. Living by the principle of what is best for all – guiding me in thought, word and deed to always in all ways direct problems to the best possible outcome for all


For many who would read this principle, it might sound too ‘out there’, too ‘far fetched’, like something that only a person into spirituality or enlightenment would write. One’s Mind tends to look at that entire statement and either hit a blank, or react in anxiety at the enormity of it, or simply disregard the Principle as something that is rather ‘impossible’ for a ‘mere mortal to achieve’. Let me walk you through what I realized about this Principle a few years ago:

When I started exploring my own mind, it entailed looking at my own pre-designs, meaning who I had become due to genetics as well as the pre-programmed mind sets, personalities, and general ‘make-up’ of who I was as the baseline of my mind’s existence. Each human has this and pre-programming obviously means ‘pre’ – therefore indicating ones design that is hardwired into you from the time of conception until birth. It is those traits we inherit from the Conscious outline of the Human Psyche together with the traits that we inherent from our parents and the generations before them.

emo_135672_topTherefore one’s ‘pre-programming’ is already in many ways that which makes it very difficult for any person to change, the moment we realize we are faced with a pattern that is not supporting us to be the best we can be as a ‘human’. For example my pre-programming consisted of for example: being a black sheep, being depressed, giving up on life, sabotaging myself and heading into a life of despair and maybe even suicide. I was predesigned to end up being an ADHD Emo/Chrystal child, into black arts and magic, who how_to_be_emo_xlargewould either turn by gifts like intuition and the ability to see the dead into a ‘positive’ life path such as becoming a light worker and choosing to help others as a ‘worker of good’ instead of harming – OR I would have ended up working in a low wage job, with black Emo hairstyle, and a pentagram hidden under my shirt. I suspect that – and this I could do as I walked by life if I had NOT reached this point of change – I see that in the end I probably, if I had gone down the darker personality pre-programmed designs, would have started using drugs or even committed suicide.
downloadAt some stage in my life, many years ago, I dabbled with both pre-programmed designs at the same time. I was working as a Alternative Healer to find ways to support people and animals, while at the same time being a Pagan, who practised magic and dabbled with demons on the Ouija Board. Some years I dabbled more into the occult, the ‘darker’ side of me and other years I would lean more towards the ‘white light worker in me’. Talk about being in conflict over ones pre-programmed designs. At all times, however no matter which direction I leant to – I was always in conflict over my thoughts, my emotions. I was, as most humans are, in conflict about myself and who I was within the world and then who i wanted to be in the world but could not be, due to money and pre-programmed limitations such as inherent depression. At times I fought the world system, where the ‘darker’ character in me would come out and fight and cuss and blame ‘society’ and religion and my parents etc, blaming everyone for my locked in feeling where I wanted to just be left alone to do my own thing, but was always being contained by either a lack of money or societies rules. Then I would give into the perceived pressure, and realize that to survive in this world I had to work and to survive, so within this I ‘chose’ to follow an interest which was healing and the art of understanding the metaphysics of the human mind and body and how energy worked. So I studied Kinesiology, Reiki and Energy healing, but all the while I felt constantly overwhelmed by depression – something that I inherited from my father, but which also existed as part of my pre-programmed design to give up on myself and exist in conflict my entire life…
to be continued

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Day 146: The Paranormal Series Part 13 – Demons in the Afterlife part 4



Day 131: The Paranormal Series - Ghosts and Demons Part 1
Day 132: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 2
Day 133: The Paranormal Series – Ghosts and Demons Part 3
Day 134: The Paranormal Series Part 4 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 1)
Day 135: The Paranormal Series Part 5 - A Psychic’s Gate Keeper (part 2)
Day 136: The Paranormal Series Part 6 – The being that died as Fear (part 1)
Day 137: The Paranormal Series Part 7 – The being that died as Fear (part 2)
Day 138: The Paranormal Series Part 8 – The being that died as Fear (part 3)
Day 139: The Paranormal Series Part 9 – The Enlightenment Being
Day 140: The Paranormal Series Part 10 - Demons in the Afterlife part 1
Day 141: The Paranormal Series Part 11 - Demons in the Afterlife part 2
Day 142: The Paranormal Series Part 12 – Demons in the Afterlife part 3
 
This blog is based on the next video in the ‘Demons in the Afterlife’ series:
 

Demons in the Afterlife   Part 4 « EQAFE

  Demons in the Afterlife - Part 4
  'A Demon Perspective of Why the World didn’t Change.’

 

“in this interview an interesting point, is with regards to why it is that with most demons seeing what was going on in existence, the reality of it all, that we could possess humans minds and that we did not come through and communicate anything substantially. For example coming through and sharing our experience, as demons, in terms of how we came to the demon dimension, why are we in the demon dimension, how did we become demons, what is it like to be a demon and within that the real processes that were existent within human civilisation, in humanity, in essentially only being slaves to consciousness to the heaven existence as energy production machines and systems. So within this there are multi-dimensional points with regards to why we did not communicate or channel through human beings, even though we had direct access and the resources and ability to do so. lets have a look at the points I mentioned first:
One is that us demons who were more aware of our existence, realized that through trying to communicate to human consciousness, in terms of the reality of its own existence in its relationship to physical body and so for the heaven existence it would be futile, because we could see no point of any forms of awareness that would develop if we would share what was really going on.
Secondly that we had from there developed a particular relationship of revenge towards the ‘gods’, the ‘creators’ within the heaven existence in terms of realizing that the only impact we would have, is through creating a direct personal relationship to the gods, to the creators, in terms of intervening and influencing their creations as the human mind…”
What the demon above said, reminds me of your stereotypical demon possession movies – that depict for a moment how a demon would spew insults and ‘truths’ about god, heaven and our human civilisation. If you observe how these movies direct our perception – it always comes down to us forming an idea that demons are merely raving lunatics, crazy beings, bent on destruction. We only see the pain and suffering that the demon causes his/her human ‘subject’, and through this create our opinions that demons are bad/evil, and therefore what they say, even thought sometimes hinting towards truth, is not to be trusted and that in the end we all wish and hope for the girl/person possessed to be saved from their demon.

Movies of course have a big impact on how people perceive this reality. In the movies – we see a combination of sex, drama, violence and the usual elements which stimulate energy reactions within ourselves. Therefore as far as entertainment goes, people most of the time are not interested therefore in really hearing the deeper meanings/insights present in the movie, due to movies existing firstly to entertain. Furthermore we are obviously facing a situation globally all across the board where we are unresponsive to the truth about ourselves and this reality and only want to see or hear that which sparks feelings and emotions and that which does not question our reality. I remember when I use to talk to demons on the Ouija Board, I would be fascinated by the usual demonic rants that most people would consider ‘something from a demon possession movie’. I enjoyed the unconventional way in which demons would simply talk about this reality, about religion, god and humans.

My experience with demons:

The book: What are Demons - Part 1
Shortened version on Video: Andrea's Journey with Demons

Obviously even for me, there were some aspects of my own existence which I would not have changed even if it came from the demons, so understandably I am able to relate to the fact that humans don't respond to what demons say through their human hosts. I myself clung to my own fears and beliefs in and about my life, believing that I was different from the rest of humanity, somehow blessed and special and different. I was really no different from the rest of humanity, because years later when I was in fact faced with a dimensional being speaking to me about the fears I had to let go of, my mind also reacted very strongly and when I had to face the decision of letting go of my own limitation I too chose for my limitation to remain with me.
So, getting back to what the demon mentions in the interview above, in my experience communicating with demons, I could sit for hours simply listening to these sad souls telling their stories about their lives when they were in human forms and how they dwelled in the demon dimension and that this was not life they would wish for anyone. They would explain to me that they did not want to be in heaven because heaven was a lie, they did not want to be stuck on earth either as they were limited to having to use the energy of humans to exist, and therefore as you can imagine if you were to place yourself in their shows, they chose the same entertainment that we as humans choose daily, to not have to face our reality – they too made life liveable for themselves and would do what they did best, be it possessions, quija board communications or influencing people without possession. To a demon obviously, there was no morality. Once you die and in most cases with the demons it would be excruciating or anguished deaths – it changed them. They stood on the other side of death lost, afraid, in shock – just as you would imagine yourself if you had been through a traumatic event such as being raped, blown up, beaten, attacked, victimised.

How I became a demon – Patric

We tend to separate ourselves from demons – even in the ‘paranormal societies’ where we as ‘ghost hunters’ tend to follow ghosts/demons around to understand their existence and why they haunt people/locations, but ultimately we don't really care about why they are in a situation firstly, where they are now demonic’. The question is never asked by ghost hunter/parapsychology how a being in their life time, ended up so traumatised at death that they would end up ‘demonic’. For some beings (and I will add the link here) they did not cross over as ‘demons’ – meaning they did not die in such a way that delved them into a traumatised experience of themselves. Some beings in the old heaven use to choose to become a demon as they communicated with other demons and realised why demons utilised human energy for survival. Some became demonic over time, as they crossed over and realized that everything they were taught on earth was basically a lie – that religion was a lie, there there was no special heaven waiting for them and if in their mind-set up at the time, there was a ‘perfect heaven’ programmed for them (according to the old heaven) if they stood back and saw the heaven bubbles that existed for all belief systems for themselves, thus realizing heaven was just a holding space for souls – this realization of seeing how the dimensions really worked, often caused beings to rebel, in the sense that they would become outcasts themselves from the white light dimensions, where to exist one would have to accept the ideologies of yourself within the context of heaven and ‘god’.

The Creation of Demons – Jack

Aleister Crowley and the Demon Dimensions

ELVIS PRESLEY from AFTERLIFE- a DEMON asking QUESTIONS

Afterlife Experiences and Demonology – Anton LaVey


For more context of the experience of Desteni and Demons and the Portal through which the Dimensional beings in the Interview communicate:
The History of Desteni and Demons

More on the History of Demons/ghost and the current Mind creation of Demons:

Ghost/haunting experiences of the past:

http://demons.desteni.org/2014/02/the-q ... he-series/

Experiencing ghost/ghosts demons and the relationship to the Mind: 

http://demons.desteni.org/2013/11/seein ... he-series/
https://eqafe.com/p/demons-in-the-afterlife-part-9
https://eqafe.com/p/demons-in-the-afterlife-part-18-19
https://eqafe.com/p/demon-in-the-afterlife-part-21
https://eqafe.com/p/demons-in-the-afterlife-part-23
https://eqafe.com/p/demons-in-the-afterlife-part-24
https://eqafe.com/p/demons-in-the-afterlife-part-10
http://demons.desteni.org/2013/12/i-pos ... ife-review
http://demons.desteni.org/2012/06/demon ... -entities/
http://demons.desteni.org/2014/03/after ... ch-part-1/
http://demons.desteni.org/2014/03/after ... on-part-2/
http://demons.desteni.org/2014/03/after ... on-part-3/
http://demons.desteni.org/2014/03/after ... on-part-4/
http://demons.desteni.org/2011/08/demons-of-the-new-age/

[b]The history of Desteni and Demons:[/b]

http://demons.desteni.org/2011/01/the-history-of-demons-and-desteni/
https://eqafe.com/i/arosouw-sunette-spies-creating-a-ghost

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